Its simple.
Either you sign and find yourself in this line almost forever,
Or, you give up what you have now for uncertainty.
Choose.
It may seem easy to choose the former one since the latter deal seems to be insecure. However, the former might not be something that you think you can conform/commit to. Thats when the headache comes in.
All along, i have been waiting for this day for me the finally sign and be full fledge. The time has come , yet hesitations come together with it too.
Reason being, tho i've been exposed to 2 years of experiencing, I've never really give it a serious thought. Maybe 1 year would have been good and i might be enjoying now. 2 years ruined the beautiful picture that i've painted. Somehow, a good 2 years made me see many other things that might have made me having my reservations towards signing that sheet of paper. So , is it really so hard to decide? Some may ask. Indeed it is.
If you come and tell me, hey its just 1 year + 3 years bond, time flies ! This just show how ignorant you are. Of course i dont blame you since u've nv been familiar with this line. Everybody mistaken that we lead a good life, high paid and having many hols. Thats usual of what most will think.
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By signing that piece of junk, i am signing away my freedom for at least 10 years. So in the future, its either i stay on forever or i become a homemaker. There is no other bright alternatives actually. Teaching is equilivant to 0 working experience. Esp after 3 - 4 years in this line, do you think it is still possible to switch job? Yes, idealogically thinking. No, if u're being rational and practical. SO, this is not abt the 3 years bond or not, this is about ur life 10-15 down the road. Can ? Can you foresee what u will be doing 10 years later? Of course not! So signing that piece of junk, restricts you to everything. I hate being controlled. Is there a difference between mentally imprisoned vis-a-vis physically imprisoned? I think mental torture is the worst of everything. Now now... So being a little pesimistic, choosing to sign seems to be worse than being a criminal jailed in the prison. Signing might not be a good choice if we think in the long run unless u're determined and passionate forever.
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By rejecting the offer, its painful cos you have to leave straight away. When you are in your comfort zone, you wont want to leave for something that you basically dont bear hatred. However, the sense of losing something is only temporary. This is part of our life. We grow up losing this or another. Nothing special. In fact, 5 years down the road you might not have remembered that painful moment. When i was younger, i used to have this pillow which i carry around with me whenever i go. As i grow older and the pillow, smell-ier, my mother decided to hide it when i am not realising it. It didnt work. I cried till it was given back. So, my mother decided to talk to me nicely, and with my acknowledgement, we threw that smelly pillow together. Yes, i couldnt sleep for nights. But soon after, i accepted the fact and i moved on. Tho i still remembered that smelly pillow of mine, i dont yearn for it anymore. If we apply the same logic, tho its not easy to end something that we like, but we will soon grow out of it.
However, growing out of it is one thing, facing uncertainty is another. When we are talking about our future, its not the same as owning a smelly pillow. If we choose to end something nice and comfy, we are bound to face uncertainties that will be coming on our way. It might be something better, and there is also a chance that it will be worse of. Its a risk taken. Tho there are risks, we know exactly what we will want/like to do and what we definitely dont want. As long as we dont even think of trying what we hate. We dont really end up in regrets. At most, its lesson learnt.
See? Choosing the 2nd option seems to be good eh ?
How?
Sign it or not ?
