Personal Time & Space
It has been a week since i last blogged. Its kinda unusual for me not to blog for like 9 days. Well, i'm really busy whole of last week. Becos of my 16 days of hospitalisation leave, i have to rush for everything.(Yea...so not really in the mood to blog.) Anyway now that holidays has just started =) I'll be enjoying my personal time & space.
That day during I&E carnival, met up with John and we had a short chat. He was kinda shocked when i told him i wont be going anywhere this hols.For someone who loves travelling, its a pity that i do not have a travelling mate. (Lynn and Ling are already back from their getaway.) Sighs.Well, positive reframing, not going overseas = saving. Haha we have (great singapore sale)GSS this period of time anyway.
I had some photos to share but i'm lazy to get them uploaded. I've started to re-play my maplestory, thus i am focus-ing on my 3rd job adv. =D
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Ended up spending $ on this...
Here's the story.
Yesterday my mum had something on so we had to settle our own dinner. Dear didi smsed me to have a meal at tampines interchange instead and i happily comply cos i thought it would be a nice chance to grab something as mother's day gift. And in his sms he mentioned' go eat and shopping', so i thought he is also interested in looking out for a gift, for our mother. After eating he kept saying that he wanted to see watches while i kept on demanding that i wanted to see SK jewellery. Anyway, we just stopped by to see watch for a while and then , he spotted that. Its a Swatch Chrono - Blustery. It cost me more than 200 bucks on that. However i already promised to get him a watch as a birthday gift earlier on le, so yea i have to keep that promise. So DIDI, OEI , HELLO...WAKE UP ... Where's my b-day gift then ? 2 mths overdue le. Anyway that watch is really hao kan la so i think its alright as long as he takes good care of it. (See? i think i mentioned few entries before, its always easy to buy things for him .) ...
Here's the story.Yesterday my mum had something on so we had to settle our own dinner. Dear didi smsed me to have a meal at tampines interchange instead and i happily comply cos i thought it would be a nice chance to grab something as mother's day gift. And in his sms he mentioned' go eat and shopping', so i thought he is also interested in looking out for a gift, for our mother. After eating he kept saying that he wanted to see watches while i kept on demanding that i wanted to see SK jewellery. Anyway, we just stopped by to see watch for a while and then , he spotted that. Its a Swatch Chrono - Blustery. It cost me more than 200 bucks on that. However i already promised to get him a watch as a birthday gift earlier on le, so yea i have to keep that promise. So DIDI, OEI , HELLO...WAKE UP ... Where's my b-day gift then ? 2 mths overdue le. Anyway that watch is really hao kan la so i think its alright as long as he takes good care of it. (See? i think i mentioned few entries before, its always easy to buy things for him .) ...
Adapted from Ling's
While i find it difficult to explain wad the curse was, Ling did it splendidly. I copied her whole chunk(w/o getting permission) and pasted it here. I dont think she'll mind since i gave her the credits eh and thelink to her blog. HAHAHA...
The 2-years C.U.R.S.E
I think the last time when we ton at airport was 2 years ago right after my 21st birthday.. It just got better.. Talking for the whole night and no one had serious 睡意..
The aim of the session is our 《心事谁人知》with:
Main speaker - Lynn
Love advisor - Chris
Counsellor, Session facilitator, Back-up speaker - Jin
Social Worker, Active listen - Ling.
After the session, we have several conclusions:
1. Lynn is currently ranked Top on our Love Chart.
2. Our lives are really very very very B.O.R.I.N.G
3. 等
4. There is a 2-years curse
The 2-years C.U.R.S.E
It works like this:
Whenever someone in our group is attached, the next one to be attached will be in 2 years time (this is proven!!).So now, the 3 of us, whom-must-not-be-named, will have to snatch the next position. We have about 1 year to go. If not, will have to wait for another 2 more years!!!
So, if you, my friend, don't bear to see me waiting for 2-years and 2-years and 2-years, keep a look out for potential ones for me!
If you, my admirer, don't bear to see me waiting for 2-years and 2-years and 2-years, take actions now!
I dun wanna be a 孤星命!!
While i find it difficult to explain wad the curse was, Ling did it splendidly. I copied her whole chunk(w/o getting permission) and pasted it here. I dont think she'll mind since i gave her the credits eh and thelink to her blog. HAHAHA...
The 2-years C.U.R.S.E
I think the last time when we ton at airport was 2 years ago right after my 21st birthday.. It just got better.. Talking for the whole night and no one had serious 睡意..
The aim of the session is our 《心事谁人知》with:
Main speaker - Lynn
Love advisor - Chris
Counsellor, Session facilitator, Back-up speaker - Jin
Social Worker, Active listen - Ling.
After the session, we have several conclusions:
1. Lynn is currently ranked Top on our Love Chart.
2. Our lives are really very very very B.O.R.I.N.G
3. 等
4. There is a 2-years curse
The 2-years C.U.R.S.E
It works like this:
Whenever someone in our group is attached, the next one to be attached will be in 2 years time (this is proven!!).So now, the 3 of us, whom-must-not-be-named, will have to snatch the next position. We have about 1 year to go. If not, will have to wait for another 2 more years!!!
So, if you, my friend, don't bear to see me waiting for 2-years and 2-years and 2-years, keep a look out for potential ones for me!
If you, my admirer, don't bear to see me waiting for 2-years and 2-years and 2-years, take actions now!
I dun wanna be a 孤星命!!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
1 week ago ...
Had dinner with ling before dear lynn and chris joined us for coffee. I rem mine was eh salmon spag , i dun rem wads ling's but for hers, the chicken meat is really tender. Oh delifrance was at T1. So after the 2 girls joined us and decided not to have any desserts at discounted rate, we moved our butts over to T2.
Our purpose for that night was to catch up la, with each other's lives. Talked about the curse that has been going ard our TLT clique. The 2 years curse. It seems that there is a 'coincidence' la... our girls get attached with a sequence, a 2 years period before nx get attached. So to count, Chris has been with keren for 6 years, Daf and Aaron for ard 4 , so on and so forth. So the next person, if there is really such a curse, would get attached in 1 year's time. Anyway , i doubt anyone would know wad i am typing cos i dont know it myself. My expression is really not up to standard. Anyway, those girls will know wad i am talking about. So 1 more year ya? Jiayou. Oh forgot to mention that eh , lynn is forever 'camera ready' and chris is always ,as usual, camera 'sensitive'. Hai shi ling and I normal.
Laughters. Lynn's laughters. Thats all i heard in all my recordings. Really. I shant delete and let Lynn listen to herself. Anyway, ya its all becos of those 'photo taking' craze. Think Singsing started it by taking out her cammie. BTW, i dont have singsing's photos here becos its all in her cammie.
Look at the eyes in the 2nd pic... hen funny lor.. in case u dunno y is that so, its becos lynn suggested to take a cock eye pic.
Lynn and Ling... Eh our names rythmes. Lynn , Ling, Sing and Jin . LOL
The famous Slacker Queen is at it again.
Haha i like this pic the most. Well taken. LOL
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Friday, May 04, 2007
Clan's Dinner
Went to this dinner last Sunday cos my didi went to get his jiang xue jin... Haha 4 years also i also get that but i dont recall its 200bucks leh... I rem getting that twice. Once after O's(hoho thats becos my lousy English still manage to clinch a B. ) , once after A's. (haiz, wad to do , i only can do well under 'major' exams condition)My didi has definitely gotten more jiang xue jin than i did. (but oh well, as long as i did manage to get mah ... not that bad ... reframing...LOL) <--- bad example, this is not reframing, its just AH Q.
My didi's name BIG BIG. Too bad last time digicam not IN ... bu ran i would have taken my own name BIG BIG to keep it too. No. 8 table.... 8, nice number.
Us, siblings. We're really kinda crazy that day. Camera whores. Kor and I kept on snatching didi. That shirt my didi is wearing makes him look smart. I rem i was the one who 'bought' him that shirt. Eh i put " " cos ultimately it was signed by credit by my dad... And i dont recall paying back the money. BUT THEN I am still goodie to him de okay... The shirt or izzit that blazer?(i think its the blazer) that he wore during his prom night and another U2 long sleeve was sponsored by me de lor. (must drill that in him cos he STILL owes me a present.) I owed him his b-day present too but getting things for him is so easy . I always do that spontaneously. Anyway the amount of good food i've treated him is good enough a reason he shld repay me with something. HOR DIDI ?
Ending the post with my nerdy looks... I think its still better for me to stick with my current specs. At least i look clever... My didi's specs make me geek-ie.
Realised i didnt post any photos of the food served. I did take photos la, but i missed out q. a few cos i was busy eating... then thats y decided not to post then.
Tata.
Went to this dinner last Sunday cos my didi went to get his jiang xue jin... Haha 4 years also i also get that but i dont recall its 200bucks leh... I rem getting that twice. Once after O's(hoho thats becos my lousy English still manage to clinch a B. ) , once after A's. (haiz, wad to do , i only can do well under 'major' exams condition)My didi has definitely gotten more jiang xue jin than i did. (but oh well, as long as i did manage to get mah ... not that bad ... reframing...LOL) <--- bad example, this is not reframing, its just AH Q.
My didi's name BIG BIG. Too bad last time digicam not IN ... bu ran i would have taken my own name BIG BIG to keep it too. No. 8 table.... 8, nice number.
Us, siblings. We're really kinda crazy that day. Camera whores. Kor and I kept on snatching didi. That shirt my didi is wearing makes him look smart. I rem i was the one who 'bought' him that shirt. Eh i put " " cos ultimately it was signed by credit by my dad... And i dont recall paying back the money. BUT THEN I am still goodie to him de okay... The shirt or izzit that blazer?(i think its the blazer) that he wore during his prom night and another U2 long sleeve was sponsored by me de lor. (must drill that in him cos he STILL owes me a present.) I owed him his b-day present too but getting things for him is so easy . I always do that spontaneously. Anyway the amount of good food i've treated him is good enough a reason he shld repay me with something. HOR DIDI ?
Ending the post with my nerdy looks... I think its still better for me to stick with my current specs. At least i look clever... My didi's specs make me geek-ie.Realised i didnt post any photos of the food served. I did take photos la, but i missed out q. a few cos i was busy eating... then thats y decided not to post then.
Tata.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Better Person?
'World peace' has been quite a cliche kind of term ever since the movie 'Miss Congeniality'. However there wouldnt be an exact peace till there is this day whereby everything is in equilibrium.(Unless everyone is under full pledge communism, i think.) Of course no one would ever like to see a disaster anywhere be it natural or of human cause, but before we really consider how the world has changed under the increasing threats from global warming, we should really think how we can affect the world. I am not trying to urge people to be heros and heroines trying to save the earth by doing something great however, if everyone can improve to be a better person each day, that would really be of a great influence.
We are just so minute as compared to the vastly world. Instead of ranting about the end is coming, maybe we should make use of the time to reflect upon ourselves, our life agenda. (At least i dont think i will be so fortunate to withness the end of this world. Laugh.)
Anyway, i think i should just stop bringing you round and round the world blabbering things on a random basis. Lets look into my small circle...
That day XiaoYing asked me a question out of the blue. Quote:'Over the years that you've known me, how do you think i've changed.' Its something along that line altho not the exact wordings. Somehow it kept me thinking about myself too. I bet she wouldnt have known that such questions can be so 'motivational' enough to set me thinking abt myself.
Ever since i get busy with my kids, i seldom get a chance to really stop and ponder about how have i changed as a person. Regardless its some positive or negative changes, i think it is always good for one to reflect upon ourselves,-how have we been behaving. Its not entirely on 'self-image' or how we portray in front of others per se, but its how enriching we have been living our lives. Are we able to obtain peace within our hearts?
Every year , no matter is it new year resolutions or birthday wishes , regardless which religion i am more inclined to, i only made the same wish over and over again. I dont think anyone would have guessed what wish that was seriously. Anyway , that wish was and continue to be, 'I hope to be a better person.' I really hope to be a better person each time you see me. Especially in terms of emotional and mentality. I believe character moulds how a person you are. Being emotionally and mentally healthy is the main crust.
Of course , of the recent ,there are areas that i am trying hard to improve on. My communication, my way of speaking and my perception of things around me.
My communication skills have deteriorated. I realised i am less outgoing and becoming more reserved. Probably i am still considered as a speaker than a listener but the amount and quality of things that i am disclosing now is alot differnt. Life isnt all about gossiping, we are not bimbos. I prefer to be an intellect. I guess you will get what i meant. I am definitely not a geek, just that I need to be more socialable and easy going.
My speech is something that i am not satisfied in at all. I realise my English is still kind of my tumbling block for being a more confident and thus better person. I am happy to hear that people has seen improvements in me, particularly in my spoken english. I am also glad that sometimes i will speak english naturally. Although my vocab is really limited, i'll still try.
My perception of things should also change. Equipped with a good set of observation skills, i think i should improve in reframing situations. I think that is really important. Reframing is a good coping strategy to adopt.
So, let me post the question back to everyone. Over the years that you have known me, how have i changed? I am really open to criticism really. Thats how humans improve. I am serious here... haha if you really have any issues, tagboard me or can send me an email. (sounds as tho i am pretty abnormal today? Nah, i just have the time to ponder and do some self reflect thats all)
Yesterday i was just chatting with dear friend Ling. Again, chatting with different people give me different insights. I really welcome a true blue heart to heart talk, occasionally. Although sometimes the topic of discussion is not concerning about us but its sstill the people within our sphere of influence. During our conversation, i think both of us did managed to see how life can be so dramatic. (maybe i can really start to prepare a script eh?)Tho it didnt really happen directly at us, its based on true stories. I guess i can understand why during my first year of uni, i wanted to take up social work. The reason is simple. I want to reach out to these stories. Ling's job can really be satisfying. No wonder she refused to join me in education line. I think she is doing a much more returning job than I am. While i am moulding the future generation, she is edifying the lives of the present. We should all learn from stories that happen around us.
Lets all strive to be a better person. My mother always lecture me that the world is full of imperfections. I think she misunderstood me. I didnt want things to be the best, the most perfect one. I just want it to be better. Winks.
Sorry if i made u read the whole loads of random thoughts. =P
'World peace' has been quite a cliche kind of term ever since the movie 'Miss Congeniality'. However there wouldnt be an exact peace till there is this day whereby everything is in equilibrium.(Unless everyone is under full pledge communism, i think.) Of course no one would ever like to see a disaster anywhere be it natural or of human cause, but before we really consider how the world has changed under the increasing threats from global warming, we should really think how we can affect the world. I am not trying to urge people to be heros and heroines trying to save the earth by doing something great however, if everyone can improve to be a better person each day, that would really be of a great influence.
We are just so minute as compared to the vastly world. Instead of ranting about the end is coming, maybe we should make use of the time to reflect upon ourselves, our life agenda. (At least i dont think i will be so fortunate to withness the end of this world. Laugh.)
Anyway, i think i should just stop bringing you round and round the world blabbering things on a random basis. Lets look into my small circle...
That day XiaoYing asked me a question out of the blue. Quote:'Over the years that you've known me, how do you think i've changed.' Its something along that line altho not the exact wordings. Somehow it kept me thinking about myself too. I bet she wouldnt have known that such questions can be so 'motivational' enough to set me thinking abt myself.
Ever since i get busy with my kids, i seldom get a chance to really stop and ponder about how have i changed as a person. Regardless its some positive or negative changes, i think it is always good for one to reflect upon ourselves,-how have we been behaving. Its not entirely on 'self-image' or how we portray in front of others per se, but its how enriching we have been living our lives. Are we able to obtain peace within our hearts?
Every year , no matter is it new year resolutions or birthday wishes , regardless which religion i am more inclined to, i only made the same wish over and over again. I dont think anyone would have guessed what wish that was seriously. Anyway , that wish was and continue to be, 'I hope to be a better person.' I really hope to be a better person each time you see me. Especially in terms of emotional and mentality. I believe character moulds how a person you are. Being emotionally and mentally healthy is the main crust.
Of course , of the recent ,there are areas that i am trying hard to improve on. My communication, my way of speaking and my perception of things around me.
My communication skills have deteriorated. I realised i am less outgoing and becoming more reserved. Probably i am still considered as a speaker than a listener but the amount and quality of things that i am disclosing now is alot differnt. Life isnt all about gossiping, we are not bimbos. I prefer to be an intellect. I guess you will get what i meant. I am definitely not a geek, just that I need to be more socialable and easy going.
My speech is something that i am not satisfied in at all. I realise my English is still kind of my tumbling block for being a more confident and thus better person. I am happy to hear that people has seen improvements in me, particularly in my spoken english. I am also glad that sometimes i will speak english naturally. Although my vocab is really limited, i'll still try.
My perception of things should also change. Equipped with a good set of observation skills, i think i should improve in reframing situations. I think that is really important. Reframing is a good coping strategy to adopt.
So, let me post the question back to everyone. Over the years that you have known me, how have i changed? I am really open to criticism really. Thats how humans improve. I am serious here... haha if you really have any issues, tagboard me or can send me an email. (sounds as tho i am pretty abnormal today? Nah, i just have the time to ponder and do some self reflect thats all)
Yesterday i was just chatting with dear friend Ling. Again, chatting with different people give me different insights. I really welcome a true blue heart to heart talk, occasionally. Although sometimes the topic of discussion is not concerning about us but its sstill the people within our sphere of influence. During our conversation, i think both of us did managed to see how life can be so dramatic. (maybe i can really start to prepare a script eh?)Tho it didnt really happen directly at us, its based on true stories. I guess i can understand why during my first year of uni, i wanted to take up social work. The reason is simple. I want to reach out to these stories. Ling's job can really be satisfying. No wonder she refused to join me in education line. I think she is doing a much more returning job than I am. While i am moulding the future generation, she is edifying the lives of the present. We should all learn from stories that happen around us.
Lets all strive to be a better person. My mother always lecture me that the world is full of imperfections. I think she misunderstood me. I didnt want things to be the best, the most perfect one. I just want it to be better. Winks.
Sorry if i made u read the whole loads of random thoughts. =P
Catching Up
Sometimes once in a while, its good to chat with our good friends. Dont ya think so?
Of cos u dont always have the mood to disclose too much of urself, esp if its something that u think shld be hideous. However, speaking it out after the event, makes u feel good. Really.
I am not someone who shares my problem with my friends when i face crisis. I depend alot on family support to get up and it always worked. However, i dont mind sharing my 'crisis' after i have curbed it. At least , you know someone who is close to you gets to know u better.
I feel good and healthy.
Sometimes once in a while, its good to chat with our good friends. Dont ya think so?
Of cos u dont always have the mood to disclose too much of urself, esp if its something that u think shld be hideous. However, speaking it out after the event, makes u feel good. Really.
I am not someone who shares my problem with my friends when i face crisis. I depend alot on family support to get up and it always worked. However, i dont mind sharing my 'crisis' after i have curbed it. At least , you know someone who is close to you gets to know u better.
I feel good and healthy.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Muchuan . Mood Inn
We started the day by taking drugs thru syringe. Heavenly... Masie, the mastermind gave me partial of my rewards - Mango Sago and Porriage first. After i completed my mission, he will give me the other half.
Setting off, at my house de bus-stop waiting for my fav no. de bussie...
Our tracking device.Same brand. Some color. Same Jingru
These are my accomplices in crime.
Looking at the position of the sun, we reached targetted station on time. Buangkok, a place for us to transit.
Meeting up with the other peeps who are also under Mastermind Masie. Going to start our mission after the fulfilling dinner.
Mission no.1 completed. Vandalising of public post box. Graffiti is not our cup of tea. We're pro butterflies. We're Yan Wei Die's disciples.
Before i turn myself under Yan Wei Die, i was from this sisterhood called Trios. They came to give me support so that i'll complete my impossible mission.
Trying to read each other's mind tho they looked friendly. They are actually fighting for me to be in their respective gang. Shy. I am a capable ah li ah lu.
Instead, Yan Wei Die's Ah Ying was brainwashed into the Trios and banished me out of sisterhood. I decided to remind ah ying that we are actually on a mission, not an excursion.
Mission no.2 . Try to go near the yan wei die (the necklace). Take a photo of it and try to locate our Yan Wei Die lost treasure. In order not to alert the 'snake'打草惊蛇' . We need to confirm whether that was our long lost gang treasure, we didnt take action.
Mission no.3 . Take a close photo of the people involved in the 'lost of the yan wei die necklace'.Snap.
All ready to take action in the name of the Yan Wei Die gang.
In case anyone of us failed the mission, we'll still be Yan Wei Die's bestest buddies eternally.
Final mission @ theark. You, give ur own ending. Continue the story and write 500 words on it.
We started the day by taking drugs thru syringe. Heavenly... Masie, the mastermind gave me partial of my rewards - Mango Sago and Porriage first. After i completed my mission, he will give me the other half.
Setting off, at my house de bus-stop waiting for my fav no. de bussie...
Our tracking device.Same brand. Some color. Same Jingru
These are my accomplices in crime.
Looking at the position of the sun, we reached targetted station on time. Buangkok, a place for us to transit.
Meeting up with the other peeps who are also under Mastermind Masie. Going to start our mission after the fulfilling dinner.
Mission no.1 completed. Vandalising of public post box. Graffiti is not our cup of tea. We're pro butterflies. We're Yan Wei Die's disciples.
Before i turn myself under Yan Wei Die, i was from this sisterhood called Trios. They came to give me support so that i'll complete my impossible mission.
Trying to read each other's mind tho they looked friendly. They are actually fighting for me to be in their respective gang. Shy. I am a capable ah li ah lu.
Instead, Yan Wei Die's Ah Ying was brainwashed into the Trios and banished me out of sisterhood. I decided to remind ah ying that we are actually on a mission, not an excursion.
Mission no.2 . Try to go near the yan wei die (the necklace). Take a photo of it and try to locate our Yan Wei Die lost treasure. In order not to alert the 'snake'打草惊蛇' . We need to confirm whether that was our long lost gang treasure, we didnt take action.
Mission no.3 . Take a close photo of the people involved in the 'lost of the yan wei die necklace'.Snap.
All ready to take action in the name of the Yan Wei Die gang.
In case anyone of us failed the mission, we'll still be Yan Wei Die's bestest buddies eternally.
Final mission @ theark. You, give ur own ending. Continue the story and write 500 words on it.
