I've got a mail.



Initially by looking at the letter 'i', i guessed a particular person then my kor and mother was rather impressed by me. BUT then... the moment i open and peek inside. I've made a wrong guess ! The mail was kinda expected tho. Thanks ya? But then regarding the issue that u've mentioned also, inside the card, i can only say...Well, i also 孤军作战 right now. But then i'm not being rigid and live only in that particular boundary liaoz...cannot always wait for heaven to give me that 'fate' that i need. Anyway, there are always others ard. (i hope u get wad i meant... spread all my freq over.) Anyway this type of thing is also hard to blog or say out so literately for the whole world to ponder. SO ya... lets wait till we meet. Just did a rough count... In just few days time (2007) , it'll mark our 10 years of friendship. So lets have a dinner soon ba. Perhaps just the 2 of us first.

Enough abt the 'details' of the card... i shall update the others abt my 'first day of work' .... hahaha not exactly first 'first' lar... its just returning back to work after a real long rest of 1 mth. I always say , i work for 4 mths but i get 6 mths of salary(includes the everyone sure get de 13th mth bonus that is.)Anyways not trying to 'boast' abt wad i 'get' frm my job, i just want to say, this is still, and will remain to be a 'shitt-est' job ever.(pardon me from my language...wont be using it in few days time anymore.)

My kor asked: 'so u accept ur job already ah?'
Me: no.
My kor: So.... u enjoy teaching le la?
Me: no.
Me: i worked becos i need to. . . Income...

Anyway i just think it is a job whereby i can 'still' handle frm day to day basis. Stress is stress but i hope 船到桥头 will always 自然直. I think i want that NIE dip.(izzit a dip or a degree huh? think its just a piece of paper ...) May I ? hahahaha .Please bless me. Let me go NIE in june and then serve my 3 years bond. Then, get married and do other things that i shld in life.(maybe i'll quit then, provided i dun get kicked out my moe lar... let me finish serving the bond...pretty please?)

Anyway i shifted my place frm lvl 3 to lvl 2 staffroom. Same 'corner' but yea! i dun think i'll need to 'open' the door that often. Frm a AM teacher to a PM one. I think teaching wise shld be okie la... but Pri 1 hor... still have alot of responsibilities that i need to bear ya? Furthermore, i am a form teacher.FORM TEACHER LEH...kinda scary =X ...and , the kids are just 7 year old. Alot of things we need to teach and yet cannot really expect too high frm them. Firm but not fierce to them. I am a night owl so afternoon session is fine BUT! it means that i have lesser time leh... Last time morning session i have whole afternoon to do my stuffs... UGH. I teach everything.U name it . PE,MU,SS, AC,maths,El...wad else u want? LOL all the english speaking stuffs liao... In fact i just need to face 1 class.... that is 1/2... Looks like i am rather fated with the no.2. Well, it happens to be my fav number too, besides no.7. I've gotten a mixed class.(but well i always hope to get a pure chi class) ANyways it doenst matter to me. I dont have to take science anymore but i think i'll miss those students frm 4/2 and also my other AM collegues.(Apparently my P4 grp of teachers are all separated to diff lvls...) Haiz... when i've created a rapport with some of the AM teachers, i am now down to PM. Need to get to familiar myself in a new world again. BUt its okay... u know why ? HAHA if i really get back to SHPS after training...muahahaha i know the whole world liao. Whoever is my mentor now, will have hard time i think. At work, i am definitely not a pai seh person. I'll ask and double ask. LOL ...If GOD ever existed, please bless my 2007. I promise to do wad i can... but i hope everything was smooth sailing for me. Heeheee

Eh... but actually i dunno y hor, i still dread going to sch tho i sounded alright. LOL (oh and i do feel alright in sch too...) Anyways i just dread it lar.....

After a long rest... Jin is finally...




Sigh . . .

Jin, is a N.E.R.D

Alrighty, i think Jin is a nerd. Her interests/hobbies are rather boring. Instead of going to movies, playing pool/bowling, mahjong-ing, chiong-ing clubs, doing water sports blar blar blar which most pple will do in their early 20-s, Jin is more like a bore. Out of the above mentioned, Jin likes none. Jin prefers watching meaningful/cultured plays/musicals. Jin prefers reading in a big bookstore,listening to music at home, surfing the net wholeday without knowing wad she has surfed. She prefers to sleep in a lazy afternoon, or she might bump into a cosy cafe if she has the kakis. Tho she likes alcohol but she simply hate loud music and smoke, so she prefers cosy environment while enjoying her cup of beer(say no to tiger please.)

Anyway i posted this entry is becos that day someone suggested a game of pool.(then i realise i didnt know how to play/start at all) So i tot i am a nerd. Then i realise i enjoy reading, thinking and ysd, i just went esplanade theatre to watch 地方戏曲.So i concluded that i am really a nerd.

Damn... Jin is an evil nerd !

*recently Jin might be encountering something called 'pms', cos she attitude almost everyone and her usuage of language was rather crude that her friend had to remind her to watch out for her lang. =( Jin is an evil nerd who is 'sick' currently too.
Easily frustrated.

Just in case i forgotten to blog abt it,


My 'MAOMAO猫猫' is back !!!

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无缘卡

Ysd was playing ard with tarot. Of cos i didnt really 100% believe in it but i tot its always fun to see how it is. If its good i believe. If not then i dun. Haha in the end, i didnt know if its good or bad. Well, after the general predictions, we did a romance prediction. The obstacle that i'll encounter is :'无缘' . In fact, somehow i really agree to it. Its always at the wrong timing for the wrong things. Anyway, the last card that was revealed, was a good one tho. 'Wheel of fortune' card. I hope this is for real. Ha... if i nv rem wrongly it meant 性情相投. We shall see ok? Lets put away everything that has happened in 2006.

i realise, some things/pple/wadever. If its meant to leave u, it'll ...eventually. So, same theory applies. If that thing/pple/wadever, belongs to u, ultimately it'll still be urs...

good catching up session.

Tho i wanted very much for a reunion for my kge kakis, i didnt want to organise cos i tot it might be a failure due to the low and ai mai ai mai responses. Thank God and you audrey. I guess they give u the face and probably not me.Dang! When i tot XY would be busy,she turned up altho she is having some 'unknown pain' somewhere below her ribcage,Ls-ed and almost vomit. I'm happy for myself that altho i am discouraged that we might have some tortoises who might not turn up afterall, i still turned up with a lil slight sore on my throat. Haha... and i think Aud almost, eh ... ya a-l-most 'dieded' of heart attack after the multi blows of sms abt 'i not coming' . 'will be late' and stuffs liddat. Hahaha... but anyway all did managed to turn up, at diff timings tho. (actually that day i was rather kan de kai... lol i didnt really bothered who's coming and who's not... liddat also good lar, at least i wont get angry..heehee..but then jin is still evil cos she initially encouraged aud not to pick up any more calls . Those will come will. Those not will not. Evil jin.)

I think maybe this entry is abit no link to the title but the reason y i set the title as above becos i tot it was a rather good catching up session for xy and i. At least we are 'burden-less', both holiday-ing. We(xy and i)haven been k-ing or in fact haven been going out tog for like 6 mths so naturally we will feel like singing Jr's songs more.Also, to test the mo qi between us. Well, we did it again.lol,not the singing improvements wise but its as in the normal laughters, and the 'compete to eat snacks one piece after another till its empty'. Didnt really take photos like before (becos my skin SUCKS.) While we are actually lili-lala-ing.... the other 2 of them are enjoy k-ing songs. Vice versa...cos later on thru our recordings, when we are singing i can hear them talking ...lol ... then when they are singingDuets i think,Tats when i told xy , maybe we shld dian 'wu yan de jie ju' . But decided not to cos its a cursed song. So shant hai anyone.Oh oh...btw ysd my first song was a male singer de song.... Lee Hom's kiss goodbye.(btw, to those looking at this entry, pls dun ever sing this song to anyone, esp those u love...cos this is a cursed song too.. lol but of cos u can choose not to believe.)Oh Oh Oh before i forget, this is the first time that i kept on refilling the tidbits. XY... U hor ....eat and eat and eat and eat.

After k-ing we kop-ed some JR's kbox poster but was not in a good cond tho. BUT! better than nothing.Then w/o knowing wad to do , we went vivo. Candy empire to buy munchies. Eh then we nua-ed at page one for q long time. I really love to spend my time with books. Alright u can call me a nerd then. Finally decided to buy 2 books. Then eh i dun really recall wad we did but then i dunno how time passes that we can actually miss bus 963. luckily, there was an extension of MRT service i think. We still managed to catch the train near midnight. We took all the last trains and finally reached at marsiling safely.

Cannot rem wad we did at aud's hse too. flip photo albums.tarots. laughs. fei-huas. we didnt sleep until 4am. Vefore we really sleep, i was really laughing away. Till i got tears. I'm wondering wad i was really laughing at. Maybe xy can ans that for me. Anyways ya , we hear the recordings we made earlier on during k ge and realise our pai-zi really got big prob. rushing like nobody's business. Laughs... Yea then i didnt really slp la... then 6 plus decided to wake RY up to go home. That XY is a piggy. she was sleeping in between us but didnt know a thing about us packing la, waking up lar, leaving up etc. Btw, she slept till 3plus at aud's hse. See? She's a pig.

i think my entry is in a mess.lazy to read thru. shall post it as it is . if i miss out anything ah ...bu hao yi si, old liao cannot rem... hahaha

Merry christmas all.

Photos...






The 2 books, the gaiban(finally!) and the poster.



Oh btw....Cruz came up with his own eoohoo bear this christmas as a gift to his friends...then i tot ...hmmm i have a jinyu bear few years back... LOL CCA pple made each of us one. BUT then my jinyu bear is not as cute and pro as woohoo bear la. Just wanna post this pic to show that...heh heh cruz has wooho, i have jinyu bear. LOL.

I'm missing them too...

Last night was just ha-la-ing with xiaoying via msn. I told her that recently i 'feel' alot when my playist happen to play those songs in lian ai li liang album.Those songs in Lian Ai Li Liang album makes me recalled those times we had in 2004 period, the time where we just met and the time where we stumbled into fishdream. Everything is just so fated. Full of coincidences,full of laughters... hahaha.Cant rem wad exactly was the content, but we xiang-ed alot of funny and stupid things that we used to do and used to laughed/teased at and it is, still as funny. Anyway, we are just trying to push the chek ark blames to one another... HAHAHA. But actually both of us are equally chek ark cos our freq runs tog... just that i still feel xy is a bit.. a bit more chek ark than me.(A)

Today, i browse thru my dvd-r and i realised we didnt really take alot of photos in the past. If we had, its probably not with my camera. But those were the days whereby i think we are the MOST innocent. Cos, we are all new to everything, including newly made club friends. We dont have so many pple in the past, we dont get alot of priviledges before, jingru dunno who we are then ... but , we are still happy. Haha. Just a wave, we'll rem it till this day.(hor xiaoying?) Probably that time , earning a wave of 'acknowledgement' is very nan de so it left a deep impression on us. Those were the days...

Looking at the photos, sad to say, most of them are still supporting Jingru,but in more passive way. Probably how the club has changed and advanced, they couldnt adapt to it. Sometimes i like the way it is now but sometimes i'd prefer to keep it more like in the past, dan chun de kuai le is enough. At least we dun always look forward to more. Well, humans are never satisfied in any situations.

Then i started to link back to how xy and I used to discuss every detail of every song,every sentence that jingru had sang. Sometimes we are impressed by ourselves, for that kind of mo qi we had. Laughs... (recalled wad we did when the 2 of us went ktv)We recalled all the conferencing at night whereby keith will suggest that we play jie li chang , to test our knowledge on jingru songs. Ha... so fun then.

I guess right from the start, XY and I had been lai-ing (relying) on one another... No no, i shld say it in nicer way... its hu xiang fu chi. Haha...all the way till now.We had lotsa fun then and we cont to have alot of fun now. We were grateful that we went for the lian ai li liang autograph session that has started our 'jingru journey' till now. I guess, it'll be hard for both of us if anyone of us is gonna leave FDsg one day. SO, lets not leave man ! We con't to spread fish effect k? Bi jing we have gone thru alot of hard times tog and learned from it. We must cheng zhu and jian chi xia qu ! =) We started the 'fish effect' , we shall cont to double it.

Before i end.... hehe ... photos...





Wooooohooooo ... fishdream sg goodie. Jingru goodie. Her songs more goodie.

冬至 ，吃汤圆



Lazy to type alot ... hee think the photos are self explanatory ...

It's back?

Finally , i think i have the 灵感 in writing something ! U know, i've lost that momentum for months liao. And, the worse thing is i do not know how to find back that feel. Hmmmmm sometimes i stared at my sketchbooks, stared at my computer screen, wanting to type something but my mind is in total blank. Somemore i dont really want to 为了写而写。 My sketchbook turned rusty, my 'chinese articles' folder turned mouldy. When i lost the feel to write since a couple of months ago, whenever i read those old chinese 'articles' that have been stored in my pc, i would be so impressed by myself. Really. Then slowly i realised my chinese standard really 退步得很厉害。 I like the 写作的自己。yay! i found my that self back! But no worries... i know most of u out there hates me blogging in chinese characters so i wont torture ur eyesight. I write but i store in my pc.Anyway ...Yay.

Someone else's

Just now chanced upon someone's blog. A stranger. He loves listening to love ballads, esp Jingru's and fan fan's, just like me. While i was reading, i saw some entries where he questioned his presence in this world. Everytime before he starts a depressed entry, he will always say:'listening to the love ballads now, made me think alot.' something along that line.(Maybe its just coincidence, i always think that love ballads make us more emtional and gives us more sense of 'feel'. Ever since i 'fell in love' with jingru's songs,or rather slow love ballads, i realised i am more able to feel.)

Anyway ya before i digress, i remembered him saying that he wished that he was never born into this world, if not it would still be better off being a not-up-to-date countrymen living in the most insignificant rural part of world whereby nobody knows exactly how technology is spelt. I dont know y this individual is rather depressed altho he had alot of supportive friends ard(as can be seen from his blog) However after much thought, i think i understand what he meant. I think, i was just like him. Thats y i am so attracted to his entries. The kinda of loneliness whereby noone understand becos u always have a smile when u meet others. The kind of feeling whereby u cannot express ur 'true self' in front of others becos by nature, u tend to hide it. Sometimes u can end up crying without really knowing wads wrong and without really knowing wad u are troubled over. That particular him, has the tendency of going into isolation, which was pretty much similar to me tho i think i can better managed it well after all the downs.

This person knows wad he actually wants in life but he find it difficult to attain. It is not becos of him questioning his capabilities but many other factors affecting. Somehow he feel that he shld just dump all his so called goals and live like an ordinary pple instead. He never meant to be extraordinary but you know, he gave up 'extraordinary' dreams which seems unrealistic. He dont understand alot of things that is happening but he is rather amazed by how others can cope it. I guess he is just like me. Easily affected by things happening ard us while other pple out there can simply bo chup. He feel as tho he is trapped. The world is big, he is small. The existence was not needed. Forest of concrete, even if he has a pair of wings, he cant reach out for the fresh air in the sky.

Just a feel more info abt this person.
He, is well educated. Not genius, but gone thru local uni.In 20-s. He leads a pretty normal life. Working. Good family relations, good friendships. Well-mannered(can see frm his style of writing.) Appears to be an extrovert but i guess he is an introvert inside.

Anyway i blogged as tho i knew the person. I dont. I just feel that he seems to be the male version of myself that made me hooked to his entries. I think it will be interesting if i get to know this person. Meanwhile i shall eat into his archives.


After reading i recalled wad i've written to be used as the 'profile' for my blog but till now i've decided to 'hide' it under my 'source' and not use it...(For those who had tried retrieving my source page might have seen before). Haha those who know how to read 'source' might find hat actually i hid q alot of stuffs in my blog that is not visible to the public.Anyway, blar blar blar.. I shall Just paste this down here... hmmmm ... I feel that wad i've written is similar to his thoughts.

In the hidden corner of my blog:

I am just like any other ordinary human trying to gasp some air in this big contaminated tank. I would prefer to lead a simple life ,
having my loved ones living together with me in an isolated island whereby we can get so close to the nature. i'm easily contented, i think.
People says i am talkative and definitely an extrovert but I prefer to see the quiet side of me where thinking process runs. I like to pin down my thoughts and thus
i have this blog. Of course , too personal feelings will not be shared here but to my beloved sketchbooks. I am easily to comprehend , yet difficult to see through thoroughly.


Dang!

Degree M



Last night i thought it would be easier if i have a logo for my 'meltinglemon's ' instead of always writing it in full. Then since its melting, i thought of degree M instead of the usual 0 degree celcius(melting point). I have my own 'definition' of melting 'point' here and its subjected to change from time to time(up to my mood) so i shall give it a Degree M. We have fahrenheit(K) then we have celcius(C) now we have melting (M). Since i am a rather 'cheena' person, i used chinese characters ning meng instead of lemon. Ning meng sounds nice too... Nowadays always zhong xi he ping you know? HA... nothing much liao... i shall go nap cos someone just reminded me about 'pimple outbreak' .. yea...nights.

Lyrics to my blog song

First when i heard of the title, i tot it was special. Then i know the male singer and i guess it would be good. When i first heard it on 933 , i didnt rem how it goes. After my friend sent me this song, i love it at once. And... here goes.



梁山伯与茱丽叶
词 曲:曹格
专辑:习惯

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you

我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

Jin is evil

Lol ... i am a meanie. When someone calls me at night say ard 12am onwards, i wont let the other party hang up the phone until i myself am tired.(But normally after talking for like 15 mins or so, Jin will get high-ed over the whole convo and becomes energetic...its hard to get tired) , HAHAHA. Today my friend asked me:' So wad time will i be sleeping.' I replied loudly :'nowdays normally 3-4am liddat.' The time happen to be 3 plus am and y i still dont want to hang up. The reason is... Jin is saddistic. Seeing that the other party is so eager to hang up the phone, Jin just refuses to give in .(Same thing applies when the other party wants to go toliet,i will drag that person till the other party really get urgent...LOL) Evil Jin. But is it stupid or is it stupid...normally the other party will give in to me...wait till last min then bo bian rush to toliet. ..drag for another hr until cannot tahan then zi ji hang up....LOL this shows that they still love the evil jin and give in to her altho she is evil.

Evil jin ...
Everytime sure liddat but calls still come in.

aiya altho with the aboved para... normally jin happens to be chatting with goodie friends de la...only goodie friends can get this type of 'VIP treatment' lor... Only goodie friends dare to call late at night. Only goodie friends give in to jin. Only goodie friends still call Jin even they get 'tortured' by her everlasting energy. Laughs...

like one of my friends said ...

my 'hello' determines my mood.

1)Hello in energetic mode... cfm can chat for more than 3 hrs,u will have hard time hanging her phone...shucks...
2)Hello with deep tone... jin is sian. If convo is interesting, jin gets warmed up, can also chat for more than 3 hrs, most of the time when she gets high, its hard for her to know that its time to sleep. Tone will get louder and louder as tho the whole world can hear her.
3)Hello in a deep and quiet tone. After few sentences also bo chup. Ok... its always better to hang up cos ms evil is not in good mood.

Normally ms evil will welcome all calls after midnight(If its purely for leisure and entertainment, nothing else. No work/responsibility related...oh and no unknown numbers will be entertained)

However ms evil phone is in slient mode most of the time. Thus before calling pls let her know earlier that u will be calling or else whether or not ms evil picks up, depends on luck. Most of the time ms evil dont know that phone is ringing becos she is too engaged in slacking ard over msn.

Its nearing the end of this year...

Alot to talk about,alot to recall on. It's definitely one lousy year for me that i couldnt recall about anything that i think was happy. Seems like i've been through yet another 'darkest' moment of my life. Glad that i did managed to survive. With that said, of course there are many pple who pulled me up during that period and thus, i'm q. fortunate. Athough i look cheerful on the outside, i am in fact rather affected over things happening ard me. I'm glad that some of u, becos of ur good observation , care and concern, i did not turn to isolation which i am on the verge of.

The first thing i would like to mention is always my family.Sometimes i really feel proud for being in this family. I know of pple who cannot get along well with their siblings and or, not much communications with their siblings. Proud to boast that i definitely have no problem with that cos i can call my sibilings nicknames without having to see their black face. Nicks like 'piggy piggy pig piggy pig' (ya i know its a bit long) but thats how sometimes i call my korkor. Obviously my didi has alot more nicknames . My parents did their part in cheering me too. When i hide myelf in the wardrobe when i am mentally not-so-stable, my mum sit by my bed to calm me down. When i am depressed, they fetch me up mount faber becos i like good views of scenery.Fetch me ard for supper when i am in no mood to eat. Family support is really important that i think i am q. attached to all of them. Sunday, thus, i choose to be at home instead of going out. Like wad my kor once said that my didi was the magnet that holds all of us tog, i agree on that too. Now that my didi has been enlisted, i feel weird sleeping alone in my room. He is definitely the center of attraction that he is the prince of the whole entire family, including my relatives.With that, he is the nua nua prince now, going into army to learn how to be a knight.Before i move on to the next segment, i also feel that i shld thank all my relatives too. Esp my 2nd jiejie and my biao didi.

Moving on, i think friends are equally impt. Special thanks to Pingping(which i dun think she will get to read this tho) and audrey for the effort. Pingping sent alot of letters to me and i dun think i did reply to any. Thanks for the care and concern rendered. Somehow she always appear when i'm not feeling good. Thanks audrey too. Thanks for the effort in creating the rapport between the 2 of us and i'm glad that we do feel closer now than before. For the rest who has shown concern in one way or another, thank you. Not to forget my 'best-est' buddy who always tot i will forget having her as a friend. Well , this just show how much you've put in while my input was near to zero. Anyway, thank you to huiyin too who has always been there for the past 8 years. Of cos i wont forget u! (i doubt she'll see that too tho).Besides all the thanking, i also have lots of sorry to say. Becos i am emotionally q.unstable thruout this year, plus i cannot attend any red or white. I've pushed away frm many many many gatherings and outings. Esp to those peeps in TLT and Vgang, hmmm sorry for my absence for this whole year. Thank you xuelun too, for organising A4 cosy gatherings frm time to time that i still get to keep in touch with the usuals. Before i forget, i think 2 more pple is worth mentioning too. My warrior junior Xiaofan. Tho i know u thru xy, i feel at ease with you. Thanks for hearing all my long grandmother stories and always laugh at the most nonsensical comment that i've made. Shane too, hmmm altho not really having real convo but thanks for all the cold lame jokes when i requested u to entertain me. Thanks for allowing me calling u names one after another and by letting me win always. Btw, where are all my treat-S ?

Family.Friends. Wad else? My career as a teacher. I think i've learned and changed alot. I know how interaction is about with the kids. I really know how it is like, to worry abt own students altho probably the pri sch kids wouldnt really know how to appreciate. Being in this sch, i also feel that i am more flexible. I know wad exactly was school spirit. I learned to be more compassionate and more appreciative towards things that happen ard me. I've learned how to make initiative, how to be a leader leading students who are 10 years younger than me. I get to know that i am not very knowledgable and capable afterall so i still have alot to improve on. I learn alot of things becos i get to experience it. Learning is a lifelong journey and so i am learning.

Lastly, Jingru. I dont know why but i just know that i shld talk abit abt jingru too.Everytime hearing anything abt her, it really can liven me up. Whenever i flip thru the photo albums or when i looked thru all the grp photos, i will have a wide smile on it. Thanks to fishdream sg too, for giving me that little bit of happiness that i think was lacking. I feel totally stress-less when i'm with fishdreamsg. Every now and then we have new pple joining us and also pple leaving us. But wad we have with us are all the happy gan-changs and all the loud cheerings. Thanks esp to ski,kel,mas,keith,jito,xy,sherry,huimin,darren,esther,edde. u pple make me feel good with all of u.

Before i end this long entry ...

I've failed but i managed to walk out of failure. I've avoided but i managed to learn how to face reality. I've been thru a period of emotionally and mentally not-so-stable but I've managed to clear things up.

This year, i've been down for almost everything but glad that it's going to be over soon.

Being a free thinker, i thank ALL GODS for looking after me and thanks to everyone who has stand by me.

Enjoy this festive month,
Merry Christmas.

Rainy Thursday.Aud.Rock Records.SPCA.Vivo.Visma

Finally managed to get aud out from the others whom i've cc-ed.Tiring day for the both of us due to the amount of travelling and BIG RAIN POUR... esp for dear aud, i think besides tired , she might get a bit pek-chek? hahahaha. (due to her numerous display of her suayness...um-chio-s)However we still managed to enjoy each other's accompany and spent some good time tog. And... aud always like to give me surprises out of nowhere... which is so sweet of her. (even my kor is envious of me... i'll touch on that later on)

First we met at TPY and took a bus to SPCA. She wanted to buy something and since i haven been there before, i tagged along. Well, she did managed to get some stuffs but we couldnt go in to 'visit' the animals cos its a Thursday. Its open except on thursday. Next, since SPCA is very near to ROCK RECORDS, its within walking distance, we decided to walk there considering that it was only drizzling. Its only that area that we were at were covered with heavy grey clouds and without warning, we really get to see 'cats and dogs' ..(Its raining heavily!) We decided to move on since we had already walked q. a distance. Due to the construction of the circle line, that place was horrendous and it was flooded almost everywhere... Eh ... not so exaggerating as in flood flood but ya u know its those roads whereby u know ur shoes will definitely get soaked. I tot i was rather careful enough to try my best to avoid those big puddles of muddy water but it still sipped thru those new socks of mine. Anyway i was much fortunate i thought as aud almost got 'drenched' when a double deck bus drove pass when we were at the junction. We laughed and complained all the way till we finally reached rock.

I went to collect my singles, i told them i won it thru 933 contest. Then while flipping thru the stack of winner's singles, i spotted 'Jin Yu'. Immediately i pointed out, thats it! But the IC number and tel number all not tally at all. Puzzled and at first we tot it was a mistake. Then flipped thru the stack again and found another piece 'Luo Jin Yu' . Oh MY !!!!! Buy 4d also not so zhun. Tat person has the same name as me and won the same thing too...(does that mean that person likes jingru too? Laughs...) No wonder lar. there is one day i rcved an sms frm someone whom i cannot recall who it was frm, saying that he/she heard me on air winning the singles. (but that wasnt the day which i've called in..) Without giving it much thoughts, i merely replied thanks and said that actually i won it during monday's slot. LOL ... NOW i know... the person must have mistaken that 'Jin yu' for me. Hmmmmmmm ... after knowing huimin who shares the same birth date(exact year too) , i'm curious in knowing who is that 'jin yu' who also won that cd. Hmmmm interesting. Anyway we continued asking about mayday stuffs but there wasnt any confirmation as the mkting pple not there... Think its aud dai suay la... lol

After leaving rock which a drenched arm, a pair of soaked foot, i realised i am hungry as well! Chop chop we took a bus to paya lebar and anyhow fill up our stomachs before we embark our journey to vivo.

Dang! First time going there via the NEL so i didnt know there was a B2. I think i sounded a bit sua gu. (cos the other time i went , its drove in so i didnt know there was a b2 since b1 was a carpark)Then it start drizzling again lor. everything we step out , we can feel the beat of the rain. but then we yi si yi si pai some photos... didnt have a chance to bump into the cafe since we were both rushing for time... walked a while before we left that place(thinking that we will be back soon) and went over to outram to look for cds.

I wanted the Jingru Gai ban cd but it wasnt out at visma yet so i bought yanzi's since my mum wants it and i have been dragging it too. Aud also bu cuo , she bought 3 cds but 1 of them happen to be creased....actually she was very careful and picky liao...i think its the suayness again... After that we parted ways and aud sms-ed me the list of suay things that had happened to her that day (which i didnt state here) , there was i think ...erm... about 10 big/small incidents. Hope her luck had gotten better today. HAHAHA

Before i end...just some photos...















Finally got smaller version of this liao. Its ah don and ah din de siblings - ah dang. Orangie... bought 2. 1 for me 1 for ben daughter.


1st xmas present. Must be due to the huang se kai xin guo that aud decided to give me this(which looks pretty much like her too). Oh my brother was saying, this friend very goodie... will surprisingly mail me a 'dont worry be happy' cd when i am sad. will blar blar blar alot of things lar... he is just envious that i have such a thoughtful friend. (heehee actually it is a goodie feeling to know that someone had me in mind ..heehee... i need to learn that kind of thoughtful-ness frm her)


*i miss my maomao already ! i bet my bro will come home and laugh at me when he sees this...

Star awards-not that fantastic anymore

Hmmmmm , used to look forward to the one-of-the-most-impt entertainment awards in Singapore. Used to know all the variety shows and all the stories behind all the drama series inside out. Used to be so interested in who's IN and who's OUT . Yesterday,like previous years, i do look forward in the dressings and the funny thank-you speech by our local artiste although half of the time i dont even know a certain drama series ever existed(U know, they just have so many pple to thank that is so funny...i guess they only miss out their pet dog that they didnt mention.)

Anyway, bleah, i guess its me, that is turning away from tv entertainment that i really didnt enjoy watching yesterday's show. Probably recent years i've turned into one out of the million slaves of the internet that i dun even want to watch tv. As years passed, maybe partly becos i already get sick of the same old tactics, i dun watch taiwanese variety shows anymore either.(thanks to Jacky Wu and zhong yi da ge da ... i dont watch any anymore... its lame and its hmmmmm LC? Its just like how we get bored and frustrated and irritated when we see jack neo and mark lee... u get wad i mean? LOL and recently that jiu kong is getting out of my nerves with his not-so-fantastic mimicking of rain,richie ren,fei yu qing ,fei xiang...Its time for some innovation. )

With all the negative opinions about those not-so-related stuffs, i still haven really get into the topic of the star awards yah? I hold my admiration towards Bryan Wong and his programme bai jia le. Ha if not for the not-so-competent co-host mark lee, i coud have glued myself to the tv every monday.Bryan is really capable. Dang! Oh and i'm q. surprise that li nan xing won the best actor award... Hmmm i tot his 'speech n acting' wasnt as good as probably compared to 715. Adrian pang to me is good too. And the popular female artiste, hmmmmm jacelyn , michelle chong and joanne peh was'nt in but flona xie was actually in. LOL k lor, its always competitive on that side... hmmm thats all ba...they didnt give out alot of awards mah... and wads with their venue ysd? So squeezy and not-so-pro...although i like the idea of combining it with 'Tiger Live'. Haha...

Oh !!! before i end....eh did u realise Shi Xin Hui was so exaggerated when Chen Wei lian won... I think she cried becos she didnt win, not becos weilian won....LAUGHS.... (just for laughs, joking hor...) Eh then all the adverts, she appeared once. Really salute to 'play music' style of marketing... LOL my kor enjoys the mimicking of her abit-av-style of posing in the mv 'cong taipei dao beijing'. LOL...
nothing much liao lar...lazy to type more ... sleepy...

Sing to the dawn.

Just for 1 night.

Bro's TJC night @ Fullerton

Not an easy task...

If u're wondering wad i could be refering to... well i tell you, its christmas cards. I'm suppose to write 6 cards and post it by tomorrow but i've only written 2. Haha ... This shows how hard it is to churn out 1 card. (especially so when all my pens are in school, i left it on my desk.) Oh and for some of u whom i often see, this makes my task doubly hard cos we see each other almost everyday? (that includes msn-ing of cos) Not to trouble myself so much, i think i'm only posting those whom i have their home address de. (nowadays ah, its hard lor, we befriend but dun ask for address-es like wad we did in the past. Well, now we simply MSN... hahaha ) Then its kinda weird to sms someone, 'hey wads ur addy?' then no surprise element liao. Laughs. So i think i gonna send out 6 cards this year. (limit myself...lol) Lucky chaps, check ur mailbox soon if u think i have ur address and have high poss of sending u. (Whoops for those who nv receive cos i dont have time and brain to write or i dun have ur address-es yet u're still rather close to me ... ... ...hmmmm... secret. i'll try to think of something lar, i think. hahaha)

黄色开心果

This is called '人家有，我也要有' . Haha saw a pic of 粉红开心果 over at Audrey's blog a couple of days ago. The moment i saw it, i liked it alot. Probably cos since young i like anything that has a WIDE smile on it. (Think i'm a happy person thats y)...Anyway, its just so cute that i think i shld own it. I find pink nice too. So sweet. Lime green not bad too ... Ysd i went out to buy photo albums.(my mum wants to sort her taiwan pics), then i walk pass some capsule machines and MUAHAHAHAHAHa haha i saw the 开心果-s. I got the yellow one. HAHA i think maybe cos i am too sunshine that they decided to give me yellow. Quite okay lar, before i fell in love with the orange colour, yellow was my fav color. laughs... i sound like a kid. NVM , it just shows that i am young at heart. =D

After so many days...

IT IS STILL AS MESSY !!! I threw, donated,recycled,kept away ALOT of stuffs le leh ... sigh... nvm tho it looks messy but it isnt...its cosy ...HAHAHA

Merry Merry Christmas !

Tie the Knot.

Recently i've been hearing friends/cousins talking about attending wedding dinners. Aud had/will be attending 2? or 3? wedding dinners ... My cousin will be attending 2. I myself will be attending Peggy's. Woooo. Looks like christmas season is also a romantic season to get married. Hmmmmm or rather, to hold wedding dinners. As we grow older, we'll rcv more and more red bombs. Just like the talk i had with Twinny weeks ago, mentioning that last time when we were much younger , marriage seems to be a very FAR thing from us but nowadays, its just so common already!( this implies that we are growing old.)

Yesterday i just happen to watch a play - a secret of bridemaid's business, at the esplanade. Let me ask you this... hmmmm ... if on your wedding day, u realised that ur fiance have had an affair with one of ur good friends, hmmmmmmm will you still agree to marry him ? Initially i tot it was easy to answer but now i think its really difficult to make a decision... hahaha well, if there is a day (Choy! Touch wood!) I'll prefer my friends to cover me with a white lie. Laughsss... Sometimes ignorance can be a blessing cos that might just be an accidental mistake. After watching the play, i really feel that getting married is a big womanly goal. I shall go witness Peggy's dinner. It'll be great.

K Box Dinner Buffet
Cool way to kick off the december festive season eh? Hee lazy to type so might as well show photos right ? Haha ... of cos my fav pic has to be ---> (the one i've chosen to be my dec photo... i jue de hen nice...)

More Photos!

Initially i really wanted all photos to be in before i do anything. But then, time wait for no one, esp snails. I shant wait for ah snail, I shall post some nice photos contributed by Mas.Ski.Edde.Esther.Darren/Sherry. Thanks folks !
( Appreciate the time and effort in giving us efficient yet not sloppy quality. )

Enjoy!