一起看星星的日子。
我一向来都是一个向往在天空自由飞行的人。我喜欢天空辽阔的感觉，更是喜欢夜晚看着星星闪烁。也许看星星的习惯是自从我在越南看过了满天星空那一刻开始。虽然对星星可是一点研究也没有，但我却很渴望有个可以陪伴自己的知己在沙滩上瞭望着星空。躺在冰凉的沙滩上望着天、喝喝饮料、等待着流星的出现、聊些有的没有的，其实很舒服也很幸福。对于一般人来说，也许看星星这嗜好是件浪费时间、浪费精力的事。我想，也许我比一般人还有些想象空间吧，辽阔的天空还真是有一种‘天塌下来就当是被盖’的感觉。我会开着星空发呆，我会想象这，想象那的。老实说，还挺有趣的。有时我也会反复的在想，在这忙碌追求名利的世界里，我是否还能找到和我共同有着的那纯纯的喜好的人存在呢？往往我给予自己的答复会是：‘或许我想太多了。在这花花世界里，应该不会有人会去注意那些即遥不可既又不起眼的星空吧。’
我寻找着那一个志同道合的知己因该有好多年了吧。起初，我还幼稚的寻找一些喜欢到海滩去的人。当然，我始终扑了个空。也许现在的沙滩对大多数人来说，是很澎湃的。早上有着热热闹闹的水上活动啊，晚上有着浓浓烤烟味道的烧烤会啊等等的。大家是乎都忘了夜晚宁静的浪漫到底是什么。我和很多人一起去过无数次海边的度假屋，常常也都有过夜。大家晚上不是打麻将、玩牌、就是在下棋子。想找个人谈谈心，享受自由的夜晚还挺难的。难得一期聚一聚，所以大家都玩翻了头。我可以很合群，但我比较喜欢宁静的滋味。我看，我应该是个怪人。
不过呢，我这个怪人在等待的当儿，也有了些小收获的吧。寻寻觅觅了几年，真的给我找到了一个和我一样，可以就只坐在沙滩，看星星、喝饮料、唱唱歌、光聊通宵的人了。从来没想过他竟然会是小我四岁的人。我们可以无拘无束，开怀大笑的在同一个星空下畅谈。老实说，我们不常那么做，时间上的不应许。但记忆里，我们都很喜欢那感觉。偶尔还会突然有冲动想去海滩。跟每一个人在一起的感觉都不一样。我能感觉得到，既是我们不说话，两个人呆呆得等着流星划过，也是很舒服的。我们的想法时常会一样，我也不晓得是不是互相影响的缘故，我们唱会觉得别人很怪。也许，能知道我在想什么的他，也是另一个怪人。想想看，可能怪的不是‘一般人’，而真的是我们。
好吧，就多聊聊他。一个我认为很像‘从前的我’的人。
能没有年龄的距离感的相处，让我真正了解到朋友真的不分年龄。至少我也看到了几个奇迹。几个年龄相差很远的朋友都可以那么那么的要好。老实说，在这年代，真的真的很难的。时代的变迁，超快的步伐，能没有代购的在一起，其实还真不可能。也许我可以这么说吧，他思想较为成熟吧或者是比较有教养吧。一般十六岁女生爱做的事，比如说逛街啊、到Arcade大电动啊、打保龄球啊、打桌球啊、画画妆啊、做很多很attention seeking的事 啊等等，她都不染。还有思维方面，他肯定是很成熟的。虽然听起来很‘小大人’般的成熟但其实他喜欢的也就是一些很纯的东西。我不觉得我很单纯但我向往去做一些很纯的事。我想可能他也一样。我们都喜欢拍照。也许在现在的都市里，那很平常，怎么说那很纯呢？当然，当然，当然，我们不是专门在拍一些很‘装可爱’的照片。我们喜欢把一个人最真实的一面，赤裸裸的与大自然结合起来。一个人最自然的一切，就是最美的。一个没有杀伤力的融合。所以，我们也喜欢去景。也会想拍一些一班人比较少拍的东西。能有那样一个温和纯朴的角度去看每一件事，是难得的。如果说有人或事都那么简单单纯，那将会很完美。所以他呢也是个爱拍照之人。不管是爱被拍还是去拍人其实都没分别的。拥有如此不同一般审美观的幻想者，在心灵上应该是很纯洁的。
我们一起看星星的日子，我会很怀念。我们一起坏心情、一起好心情、一起生气、一起闯祸、一起sms暴、一起幻想、一起做梦、一起互想、一起闹一起疯。。。一起看星星 。。。
一起做过得很多很多牵动着我们的喜、怒、爱、乐和一举一动。
我们非一般跨年纪纯纯的友情。
我知道你会说鸡皮疙瘩，因为我也这么觉得。。。
拼命甩手吧
锦瑜
31st March 2005
(嗯。。。 我每次读书到喘不过气时，我喜欢打打字。。。我看最近几天，我的blog会很‘中文’。 不好意思,你们有的受了）
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
我的十大歌曲排行榜 （23 Mar - 30 Mar )
The top 10 songs which i enjoyed most this week .
1。 我是真的付出我的爱 梁静茹、周华建
2。 I Should Be So Lucky 梁静茹
3。 勇气（演唱会版本） 梁静茹
4。 Shanghai Memories 1945 梁静茹
5。 我都知道 梁静茹
6。 孤单北半球 梁静茹
7。 掌声响起 梁静茹
8。 接受 梁静茹
9。 童话 光良
10。迷路 梁静茹
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真是不好意思。我没有mp3。最近我的discman都一直在波静茹演唱会的cd。所以呢，这个星期的[十大歌曲排行榜]就好像只有静茹演唱会的歌独霸。除了那些歌曲呢，最近也一直也在哼[迷路]，也不晓得为什么。当然，不能忘了光良感人的[童话]。下星期会不会有很大的变化呢？F.I.R 的新歌会上榜吗？我是幸福的会不会从榜外跳回十大呢？一切敬请留意下期的我的十大歌曲排行榜！
The top 10 songs which i enjoyed most this week .
1。 我是真的付出我的爱 梁静茹、周华建
2。 I Should Be So Lucky 梁静茹
3。 勇气（演唱会版本） 梁静茹
4。 Shanghai Memories 1945 梁静茹
5。 我都知道 梁静茹
6。 孤单北半球 梁静茹
7。 掌声响起 梁静茹
8。 接受 梁静茹
9。 童话 光良
10。迷路 梁静茹
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真是不好意思。我没有mp3。最近我的discman都一直在波静茹演唱会的cd。所以呢，这个星期的[十大歌曲排行榜]就好像只有静茹演唱会的歌独霸。除了那些歌曲呢，最近也一直也在哼[迷路]，也不晓得为什么。当然，不能忘了光良感人的[童话]。下星期会不会有很大的变化呢？F.I.R 的新歌会上榜吗？我是幸福的会不会从榜外跳回十大呢？一切敬请留意下期的我的十大歌曲排行榜！
Monday, March 28, 2005
My Goodie Weekends ...
Photos are worth a thousand words ...
Shall start off with my Saturaday with Lingzhi .
Lin Ling Zhi's Birthday ...
This is the so called husband and wife photo ... hurhurhur
Lingzhi and the yummy hazelnut cake
She made a LONG wish before blowing the candles ( oh ya , she blew 3 times before the fire goes off)
Cutting and sharing of CAKE
Pressie's cover
The PRESSIE ....
Finally an individual photo .灵芝dun usually take individual shots de ... but that day , she said :'破例一次' ... hahahaha maybe cos she v. happy.
Me and xiaoying , playing around behind Lingzhi ...
Grp photo ...
AND ....
This is my FAVOURITE photo ....
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Ok now , Sunday .... Woo hoo ... went to 接静茹. By right we shldnt be there de , but we went afterall ... heh but was afraid anyone to be unhappy(xuan chuan or jing ru) , we stayed a distance from Jing ru ...its abt 2 metres ... Then after a while Jingru asked :'你们干吗都站得那么远啊，弄得我好紧张耶' hahaha ... then she says lets take a photo with us ...
Photo-sharing
Jingru 就连背影都很好看！
Photos are worth a thousand words ...
Shall start off with my Saturaday with Lingzhi .
Lin Ling Zhi's Birthday ...
This is the so called husband and wife photo ... hurhurhur
Lingzhi and the yummy hazelnut cake
She made a LONG wish before blowing the candles ( oh ya , she blew 3 times before the fire goes off)
Cutting and sharing of CAKE
Pressie's cover
The PRESSIE ....
Finally an individual photo .灵芝dun usually take individual shots de ... but that day , she said :'破例一次' ... hahahaha maybe cos she v. happy.
Me and xiaoying , playing around behind Lingzhi ...
Grp photo ...
AND ....
This is my FAVOURITE photo ....
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Ok now , Sunday .... Woo hoo ... went to 接静茹. By right we shldnt be there de , but we went afterall ... heh but was afraid anyone to be unhappy(xuan chuan or jing ru) , we stayed a distance from Jing ru ...its abt 2 metres ... Then after a while Jingru asked :'你们干吗都站得那么远啊，弄得我好紧张耶' hahaha ... then she says lets take a photo with us ...
Photo-sharing
Jingru 就连背影都很好看！
Monday, March 21, 2005
Cooking is a joy to me. I really love to crack my brain over what to cook for dinner everyday . Trying to be different from my mother in terms of taste , appearance , colour and garnishings and of course , trying to gain the acknowledgement from my 2 brothers.Talking about garnishing , I can really be very fussy .(probably cos i've taken F&N in upper sec so i think garnishing is the most important thing that catch people's attention). At the first glance , it gives people the appeitte. Of course , taste and the smell shld be acceptable too . I really enjoy being the chef/cook of the week since my parents will not be in singapore . Its a satisfaction if everyone finish every bit of ur efforts and give a thumbs up after the meal . I simply love to cook ... But hey , I dun like to wash dishes .heh heh so i guess , I'm ready to get married off ... haha ! =)
Sunday, March 20, 2005
献给伟大的你们！
现在正在心平气和的听着光良那柔柔的歌曲。慢慢的我开始闭上眼睛，感受着今年特别的二十一岁生日。感受着每一刻的惊喜、每一刻的感动、每一刻的美好。对我而言，这肯定会是我生命中最难忘，也是最感动的一年。而你们，就是令这一切发生的人。我深深地感觉到了很强烈被爱的滋味，这当然也是我从前所没有拥有过的。这感觉好奇妙。就好像轻飘飘的被捧在大家的手里，我再也不需要一对翅膀、也不用幻想，便能够感觉到飞舞在凉凉的蓝色天空里，吸收着你们给予我的每一道阳光。我发现了，其实我一直都很安全、很安全的遨游了二十一年。一切就像是在做梦一样的完美。如果需要给这个梦一个期限，那我希望是永远。
‘我最快了那一年，是你（们）陪我经历一切，什么都生动又强烈，有真正活着的感觉。’我借了静茹歌词里的一句话来用。我认为这句话很贴切。也许因为我一向来都被这首‘最快了那一年’所感动着，所以也很向往有着词中的那种感觉。我觉得那很幸福。而今天呢（三月十八日）我可以很荣幸也很骄傲的大声说一句：‘我不用再渴望了！！！因为我已经得到了。’迈向‘成年人’的阶段，我想我不会害怕的。有了大家的陪伴就是动力，我会勇往直前。这一切全都因为有了那些幸福围绕着。
我想感谢的人真的太多太多了。想着想着，眼眶红湿了起来。有些时候的一些感觉，是我很难够可以用三言两语来形容得出的。所以这一刻的我想做哑巴。因为除了谢谢，我也只能说谢谢。也许我能做到的就是，如果一次不够，我就说十次。如果还是不够，我会一直说一直不听的说。我很爱你们，你们真的真的是最棒的朋友！在我人生中的每一个必经路，你们都一直一直在我身边。我想，如果没有你们给予我的欢笑、陪伴、鼓励，我根本就不可能会撑得到今时今日。你、你、你、你、你和你，你们每一个位都是重要的。少了谁，都将会不一样。虽然世界还以让在转动但我的天空，将会黯淡、怎么样也都精彩不起来。人生的路对每一个人来说，将越走越曲折的吧，我希望我们是对方的依靠以及精神资助。其实也不需要每天每夜的问候。我想，偶尔出来喝喝茶，感觉还不错。也许将来我们不一定能够常常碰面，但如果碰面的感觉是舒服的，那也是很幸福。我约定了你们，在我们将来的人生路途中，在彼此的生活里，继续留下深深的脚印。朋友间纯纯的感情，我爱你。
老实说，每一个人小的时候，都应该有幻想过有很多很好的礼物。爱幻想的我更是想太多。但是当一个人长大后，并不会很介意是否我今天有收到了礼物。更加不会去比较礼物的价钱。真心诚意的坦诚对待是最重要的吧。我很庆幸你们送给了我的，就是那一份世界上最珍贵最难得的的礼物--- 你们的真心诚意。
发生的事真的好多好多。我的头脑装满了你们的一切。二月二十六的感动，再加上三月十八日的一切，简直是我头脑无法去消化，也不想去消化的。一个又一个的画面，不停的在脑海里闪过了再闪过。二十一，是人生的一个传略点。你们让他不平凡。我难忘的二十一。
感谢你们，你们的无条件付出，感谢你们。
谢、谢、谢、谢、谢、谢 ！
锦瑜
19/03/2005
现在正在心平气和的听着光良那柔柔的歌曲。慢慢的我开始闭上眼睛，感受着今年特别的二十一岁生日。感受着每一刻的惊喜、每一刻的感动、每一刻的美好。对我而言，这肯定会是我生命中最难忘，也是最感动的一年。而你们，就是令这一切发生的人。我深深地感觉到了很强烈被爱的滋味，这当然也是我从前所没有拥有过的。这感觉好奇妙。就好像轻飘飘的被捧在大家的手里，我再也不需要一对翅膀、也不用幻想，便能够感觉到飞舞在凉凉的蓝色天空里，吸收着你们给予我的每一道阳光。我发现了，其实我一直都很安全、很安全的遨游了二十一年。一切就像是在做梦一样的完美。如果需要给这个梦一个期限，那我希望是永远。
‘我最快了那一年，是你（们）陪我经历一切，什么都生动又强烈，有真正活着的感觉。’我借了静茹歌词里的一句话来用。我认为这句话很贴切。也许因为我一向来都被这首‘最快了那一年’所感动着，所以也很向往有着词中的那种感觉。我觉得那很幸福。而今天呢（三月十八日）我可以很荣幸也很骄傲的大声说一句：‘我不用再渴望了！！！因为我已经得到了。’迈向‘成年人’的阶段，我想我不会害怕的。有了大家的陪伴就是动力，我会勇往直前。这一切全都因为有了那些幸福围绕着。
我想感谢的人真的太多太多了。想着想着，眼眶红湿了起来。有些时候的一些感觉，是我很难够可以用三言两语来形容得出的。所以这一刻的我想做哑巴。因为除了谢谢，我也只能说谢谢。也许我能做到的就是，如果一次不够，我就说十次。如果还是不够，我会一直说一直不听的说。我很爱你们，你们真的真的是最棒的朋友！在我人生中的每一个必经路，你们都一直一直在我身边。我想，如果没有你们给予我的欢笑、陪伴、鼓励，我根本就不可能会撑得到今时今日。你、你、你、你、你和你，你们每一个位都是重要的。少了谁，都将会不一样。虽然世界还以让在转动但我的天空，将会黯淡、怎么样也都精彩不起来。人生的路对每一个人来说，将越走越曲折的吧，我希望我们是对方的依靠以及精神资助。其实也不需要每天每夜的问候。我想，偶尔出来喝喝茶，感觉还不错。也许将来我们不一定能够常常碰面，但如果碰面的感觉是舒服的，那也是很幸福。我约定了你们，在我们将来的人生路途中，在彼此的生活里，继续留下深深的脚印。朋友间纯纯的感情，我爱你。
老实说，每一个人小的时候，都应该有幻想过有很多很好的礼物。爱幻想的我更是想太多。但是当一个人长大后，并不会很介意是否我今天有收到了礼物。更加不会去比较礼物的价钱。真心诚意的坦诚对待是最重要的吧。我很庆幸你们送给了我的，就是那一份世界上最珍贵最难得的的礼物--- 你们的真心诚意。
发生的事真的好多好多。我的头脑装满了你们的一切。二月二十六的感动，再加上三月十八日的一切，简直是我头脑无法去消化，也不想去消化的。一个又一个的画面，不停的在脑海里闪过了再闪过。二十一，是人生的一个传略点。你们让他不平凡。我难忘的二十一。
感谢你们，你们的无条件付出，感谢你们。
谢、谢、谢、谢、谢、谢 ！
锦瑜
19/03/2005
演唱会后的感想。
三月五日，是难忘的一天。等待再等待的演唱会，终于在新加坡室内体育场隆重拉开了序幕。终于，终于， 终于。。。等到了梁静茹的售票演唱会---《爱的大游行》。 老实说，在这年代开演唱会还可算是一件很平常的事。现在许许多多的‘偶像歌手’，不只一年发几次专辑，而且有的出道不到一年，便可以拥有自己的演唱会了。这不仅让我觉得静茹一路走来一定是很辛苦的，而能够终于在出道七年后拥有自己的舞台，更是得来不易的。这使得这场演唱会，显得更有意义、更有价值！可以看到他对唱歌的热诚、努力、坚持、以及所付出过后得到的所有收成 。看的时候很自然的，感触也会特别的多。当然也很容易会被他的歌曲牵动着当晚的喜与悲。错过的人啊，我也只能大叹可惜 !真的好可惜！我庆幸我买了最贵的票!一场实力与感动的演唱会，至今还深深地浮在我脑海里周旋，仿佛是昨天才发生的事一样。震撼，真得很震撼。那些认为‘温柔’、‘浪漫’、‘温馨’曲风的情歌演唱会没看头的人，你们完全错了！我个人认为反而这类型演唱会才是最有看头的。因为将会与其他演唱会的呈现方式很不样。情歌有情歌‘high’的方式。不一定要跳很多舞蹈、唱很多舞曲、快歌，穿着‘乱七八糟’的服饰、花样百出的才可以规划成一个好的演唱会。其实如果能够享有几千人像‘好朋友’般的一起唱着、舞动着、挥动着荧光棒、感动着、笑过了头，也哭了个过瘾，对我而言就是一种成就。很成功！因为能够紧紧地扣住每一个人的心、牵动着每一位在场的人。有些时候，不一定要期待有什么很特别花桥的演出。简单，就算只是纯纯地听着歌，那也是一种幸福、一种心灵上的完美。那些很夸张式的呈现方式，反而会完全掩盖了看演唱会的真正意义--- 听好听的歌。当然，我能够接受每一个人对歌曲的选择、歌手的喜爱、或演唱会的要求都会不一。所以我也不会坚持说我自己的标准是最好的审判。就属个人意见。不同意我者，我只能说抱歉。我并没有偏低或在抨击任何歌手的用意。我们也许不是同道中人罢了。认同我者，就给静茹多一些些掌声、鼓励，以及支持吧。
其实静茹当天的演出，是非笔墨所能形容的。也不知从何说起。我只能说，那是对我而言的一场非一般的演唱会。我曾经看过一位歌手的演唱会，当然也是一位‘天后级’的歌手。不过感触并不多。我就只有‘哦。。。 就一场演唱会嘛’的感觉。我也不晓得是否是因为那时年级比较小，不太会欣赏，还是因为有其他的原因。对那场的记忆，真的不深。也许因为有的比较的关系，让我更加喜欢而无法忘记静茹《爱的大游行》。因为实在太感动了！我正个人当晚真的好‘high’的！简直是整个人陶醉进了静茹的‘王宫’以及公主般的表演里。
这一切回想起来呢，还真的好像在做梦一般。很梦幻，很梦幻。从舞台设计、服装打扮、选择歌曲、节目安排等等等，是即简单但又并不会有失礼感觉的华丽。能让每一个人有一种很舒服柔和、温馨感动的感觉。好甜蜜。。。对于正处于单身主义 的我，都有了突然想快点找到另一半的冲动！我也就在幻想。如果我有着另一半的结伴而去，我一定会觉得很浪漫，马上当场就会有想结婚的念头了。（题外话：哈哈，想追我的人，你们的机会来了哦！）三个钟头多的演出，也让很多人又笑又哭的。现场实力，更是很多很多其他歌手所望尘莫及的。除了歌手的唱歌实力，心灵上的资助也是很重要的。静茹，他就能愈合我们心灵上的空缺。
所以呢，梁静茹在我心中不知是我爱的偶像那么简单而已。认识静茹后，他的每一首歌都能感动到我、也走进了我的心里面，让我知道爱是怎么一回事，让我变成一个更有感觉的人。当然，也知道了被爱是幸福的、要珍惜。不竟如此，静茹还让我结交了许许多多的好朋友，包括有来自其他国际的鱼迷们。我们能如此相亲相爱，也都是静茹的功劳。我们因为对静茹的热诚，才聚集在一起。我会不舍得这一切，我希望我可以一直追下去。
我期待，很期待下一个演唱会、下一次的宣传。
有你在，我是幸福的。
静茹加油，我会一直支持你、鼓励你的！
锦瑜
19/03/05
三月五日，是难忘的一天。等待再等待的演唱会，终于在新加坡室内体育场隆重拉开了序幕。终于，终于， 终于。。。等到了梁静茹的售票演唱会---《爱的大游行》。 老实说，在这年代开演唱会还可算是一件很平常的事。现在许许多多的‘偶像歌手’，不只一年发几次专辑，而且有的出道不到一年，便可以拥有自己的演唱会了。这不仅让我觉得静茹一路走来一定是很辛苦的，而能够终于在出道七年后拥有自己的舞台，更是得来不易的。这使得这场演唱会，显得更有意义、更有价值！可以看到他对唱歌的热诚、努力、坚持、以及所付出过后得到的所有收成 。看的时候很自然的，感触也会特别的多。当然也很容易会被他的歌曲牵动着当晚的喜与悲。错过的人啊，我也只能大叹可惜 !真的好可惜！我庆幸我买了最贵的票!一场实力与感动的演唱会，至今还深深地浮在我脑海里周旋，仿佛是昨天才发生的事一样。震撼，真得很震撼。那些认为‘温柔’、‘浪漫’、‘温馨’曲风的情歌演唱会没看头的人，你们完全错了！我个人认为反而这类型演唱会才是最有看头的。因为将会与其他演唱会的呈现方式很不样。情歌有情歌‘high’的方式。不一定要跳很多舞蹈、唱很多舞曲、快歌，穿着‘乱七八糟’的服饰、花样百出的才可以规划成一个好的演唱会。其实如果能够享有几千人像‘好朋友’般的一起唱着、舞动着、挥动着荧光棒、感动着、笑过了头，也哭了个过瘾，对我而言就是一种成就。很成功！因为能够紧紧地扣住每一个人的心、牵动着每一位在场的人。有些时候，不一定要期待有什么很特别花桥的演出。简单，就算只是纯纯地听着歌，那也是一种幸福、一种心灵上的完美。那些很夸张式的呈现方式，反而会完全掩盖了看演唱会的真正意义--- 听好听的歌。当然，我能够接受每一个人对歌曲的选择、歌手的喜爱、或演唱会的要求都会不一。所以我也不会坚持说我自己的标准是最好的审判。就属个人意见。不同意我者，我只能说抱歉。我并没有偏低或在抨击任何歌手的用意。我们也许不是同道中人罢了。认同我者，就给静茹多一些些掌声、鼓励，以及支持吧。
其实静茹当天的演出，是非笔墨所能形容的。也不知从何说起。我只能说，那是对我而言的一场非一般的演唱会。我曾经看过一位歌手的演唱会，当然也是一位‘天后级’的歌手。不过感触并不多。我就只有‘哦。。。 就一场演唱会嘛’的感觉。我也不晓得是否是因为那时年级比较小，不太会欣赏，还是因为有其他的原因。对那场的记忆，真的不深。也许因为有的比较的关系，让我更加喜欢而无法忘记静茹《爱的大游行》。因为实在太感动了！我正个人当晚真的好‘high’的！简直是整个人陶醉进了静茹的‘王宫’以及公主般的表演里。
这一切回想起来呢，还真的好像在做梦一般。很梦幻，很梦幻。从舞台设计、服装打扮、选择歌曲、节目安排等等等，是即简单但又并不会有失礼感觉的华丽。能让每一个人有一种很舒服柔和、温馨感动的感觉。好甜蜜。。。对于正处于单身主义 的我，都有了突然想快点找到另一半的冲动！我也就在幻想。如果我有着另一半的结伴而去，我一定会觉得很浪漫，马上当场就会有想结婚的念头了。（题外话：哈哈，想追我的人，你们的机会来了哦！）三个钟头多的演出，也让很多人又笑又哭的。现场实力，更是很多很多其他歌手所望尘莫及的。除了歌手的唱歌实力，心灵上的资助也是很重要的。静茹，他就能愈合我们心灵上的空缺。
所以呢，梁静茹在我心中不知是我爱的偶像那么简单而已。认识静茹后，他的每一首歌都能感动到我、也走进了我的心里面，让我知道爱是怎么一回事，让我变成一个更有感觉的人。当然，也知道了被爱是幸福的、要珍惜。不竟如此，静茹还让我结交了许许多多的好朋友，包括有来自其他国际的鱼迷们。我们能如此相亲相爱，也都是静茹的功劳。我们因为对静茹的热诚，才聚集在一起。我会不舍得这一切，我希望我可以一直追下去。
我期待，很期待下一个演唱会、下一次的宣传。
有你在，我是幸福的。
静茹加油，我会一直支持你、鼓励你的！
锦瑜
19/03/05
Monday, March 14, 2005
Nothing to blog about besides some grumblings ...
Stressed ... i guess. But i wasnt sure . But i'm certain that my mood has been weird these days . Probably a mood swing ? Hmmmmm . I've no answer to how i feel actually. Maybe more indoor activities are preferred . Or , i shld just take more of Bus 151 rather than the MRT .As i'm typing away , i realise i dont know wats my purpose of typing this entry . I'm just diverting my own attention frm my lecture notes , from my tests , from my handphone , from everything.Blar Blar Blar ... I just wish i could just continue to type and dont stop . Rant and rant and rant whatever that i want in MY own blog , a little space for me to catch a small breathe and take a break. I tend to think alot , ya i mean alot when i'm down . And too , i start to miss everything i had in the past. Yes , i mean EVERYTHING. It seems to me that everything i'm having are nothing but mere mist . (hey that probably have to do with the unhealthy haze up above SG's skies. Everything seems to be so foggy ...) I tried to use my heart to feel and my mind to judge instead of trusting only my eyes . But i failed. Again and again . Although the sun will always shine on the next day , but the fog (or shld i say HAZE? ) will still be there . PErhaps , PErhaps its just me who is pessimistic about the lifestyle , about humans , about everything in my life . But then again , if i'm really that pessimistic , i would have chosen suicide . So here , i'm contradicting myself again . I'm always doing that . I still wake up with a positive mind , erasing whatever thoughts i had the previous day , but i still end up in the same mood , same thinking at the end of the day . PErhaps , those thoughts are something i thought i could easily forget and not to think abt... but the fact is , they're already rooted themselves in the deepest corner of my brain , multiplying. Horrifying isnt it ? I'm not i portray to be. If u think i'm cheerful , clever , witty , Whatever ... U just didnt know me enough . I think i've typed too much. Bye.
Stressed ... i guess. But i wasnt sure . But i'm certain that my mood has been weird these days . Probably a mood swing ? Hmmmmm . I've no answer to how i feel actually. Maybe more indoor activities are preferred . Or , i shld just take more of Bus 151 rather than the MRT .As i'm typing away , i realise i dont know wats my purpose of typing this entry . I'm just diverting my own attention frm my lecture notes , from my tests , from my handphone , from everything.Blar Blar Blar ... I just wish i could just continue to type and dont stop . Rant and rant and rant whatever that i want in MY own blog , a little space for me to catch a small breathe and take a break. I tend to think alot , ya i mean alot when i'm down . And too , i start to miss everything i had in the past. Yes , i mean EVERYTHING. It seems to me that everything i'm having are nothing but mere mist . (hey that probably have to do with the unhealthy haze up above SG's skies. Everything seems to be so foggy ...) I tried to use my heart to feel and my mind to judge instead of trusting only my eyes . But i failed. Again and again . Although the sun will always shine on the next day , but the fog (or shld i say HAZE? ) will still be there . PErhaps , PErhaps its just me who is pessimistic about the lifestyle , about humans , about everything in my life . But then again , if i'm really that pessimistic , i would have chosen suicide . So here , i'm contradicting myself again . I'm always doing that . I still wake up with a positive mind , erasing whatever thoughts i had the previous day , but i still end up in the same mood , same thinking at the end of the day . PErhaps , those thoughts are something i thought i could easily forget and not to think abt... but the fact is , they're already rooted themselves in the deepest corner of my brain , multiplying. Horrifying isnt it ? I'm not i portray to be. If u think i'm cheerful , clever , witty , Whatever ... U just didnt know me enough . I think i've typed too much. Bye.
Friday, March 11, 2005
Made 'postcards' .... take a look .... Thanks xuelun and xiaoying for being the 'models' of my photos ....
When one door closes on u , the other opens up ... dont cry in front of a closed door .. I will lead u to the light .
We were once enjoying the fantastic atmosphere . Now , we're still enjoying the company of the 2 of us altho we do not have such nice atmosphere ...
Facing up to the reality is the correct way things shld work out ... but .. sometimes running away stops our agony .
I really need the time alone , to get away frm everything ... and enjoy the peace of being alone .
Sometimes , i'm really confused ... I do not know which direction leads me to the right path .
However , everything can be easily think thru ... as long as u believe distance is a state of mind ...
Well ... perhaps , i shld just run away frm everyone and just fly to ur fairy world ....
Like the photos / 'postcards' ... well ..... hahaha then u shld read this !!! Dont be surprise if u're caught in my camera .... hahaha !
When one door closes on u , the other opens up ... dont cry in front of a closed door .. I will lead u to the light .
We were once enjoying the fantastic atmosphere . Now , we're still enjoying the company of the 2 of us altho we do not have such nice atmosphere ...
Facing up to the reality is the correct way things shld work out ... but .. sometimes running away stops our agony .
I really need the time alone , to get away frm everything ... and enjoy the peace of being alone .
Sometimes , i'm really confused ... I do not know which direction leads me to the right path .
However , everything can be easily think thru ... as long as u believe distance is a state of mind ...
Well ... perhaps , i shld just run away frm everyone and just fly to ur fairy world ....
Like the photos / 'postcards' ... well ..... hahaha then u shld read this !!! Dont be surprise if u're caught in my camera .... hahaha !
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
some photos.... like i said , i didnt take alot of photos ... must wait for vincent , thomas , edde , xiaoying , keith to feed me with the photos le ...
Me and xiaoying at starbucks after jie ji
At ji zhe zhao dai hui , with the taiwanese friends , frm left , KC , Zi kwan , Jingru , David , Louise and xiao mei2
Her rehearsal the night before ...
Taken @ indoor stadium while waiting ...
KC and Louise
Airport song ji .... taken frm Thomas web photo album .
Me and xiaoying at starbucks after jie ji
At ji zhe zhao dai hui , with the taiwanese friends , frm left , KC , Zi kwan , Jingru , David , Louise and xiao mei2
Her rehearsal the night before ...
Taken @ indoor stadium while waiting ...
KC and Louise
Airport song ji .... taken frm Thomas web photo album .
Monday, March 07, 2005
Jing Ru 's Concert on 5th MArch 2005 .
Those who had missed this concert , its really a pity i must say . Its so touching and emotional . Her 'shanghai memories 1945' and 'zhang sheng xiang qi' really v.v.v.v.v goodie !!!!
Okays lets start with wat we did on thurs .
3rd MArch . Jingru's arrival .We reached airport at ard 9 plus to have our mac breakfast there and of course , to drink tea . I think xiaoying and i , really like the feeling of drinking tea there while waiting for jingru. Then i brought my lappy along , cos wanting to share the DVD with xiaoying. Then not long after , Edde joined us. Time passes very fast . So we took the skytrain to terminal 1 to wait for cindy .Actually ah KC, xiaomei , zi kuang , david ,lousie (taiwanese fans) came on the same day too . Different timing , cos different flight. Jingru took EVA air BR225 to Singapore , while the others took SQ 29 . Supposedly , they shld land at 11.50am but there was a delay . So they can only reach singapore at 2.30 pm. As for Jingru flight , it landed at 12.10 pm . Then we have a 'special mission' ... hahaha Peggy(ROCK xuan chuan ) requested us to shield jingru ... HAHAHA . Shield her frm the professional photographers (cos she said they will actually took the photos then put up for auctions.)Me and Edde had a fun time blocking actually , with our Fish dream banner. I was like :' Edde edde , behind u .... ' then EDDE response is very swift. HAHAHAA all of us helped to shield jingru , hopefully we are successful . =) Then after that we took skytrain back to terminal 2 again . Went to starbucks to NUA . Took photos ... hahaha thenjiu proceed to wait for KC and gang . Then we went to take a cab . ME , edde and xiaoying ... hahaha we went for the merc cab... hahaha but in the end we let the taiwanese have it and we took the sliver cab . On the cab , the driver tot we were frm m'sia . (hmmm ... i tot many pple say we have taiwanese slang . Since when do i have a m'sian slang???) . Then they checked in at sheraton towers . (same as Jingru) .After knowing that JR is having a reporter conversation , we went down and met jingru . Chit chatted and took photographs ... Jingru v. cute she took a tray of 'egg tarts' and said : 'I'm very goodie to my fans , come eat egg tarts, come come come' hahaha i think she also added 'still want me to serve orh.' hahahahahah . Okays , then after that went to Little india(oh ya ... at newton station , we were stop my security for a random check ... first time sia ... zhen shi de ... ) then walk to bugis ...blar blar blar...then jiu went home le .
4th MArch .
Xiaoying , me and ry , we went to rocher center , hoping to get more stuffs for the concert , then we nua-ed there , wait for edde . Then jiu meet up with Ling a while . Then 6.40pm tuned in to 933fm hear jingru's interview on air. then went to kallang , indoor stadium. Initially got passes frm a dancer (he v. friendly and goodie lar). But peggy and korkor can recognise ah , then was stopped . haiz... so end up , didnt get to see the rehearsal. BUT ! we still v. high , we went to the 2nd floor , sitting near to the speakers , we HIGH there.... Snap some of our lightsticks and HIGH there... so fun. At ard 10 plus 11 , we decided to leave. Then ,met korkor , he told us that jingru will be rehearsal---ing till 12 midnight .Then we went in , ...hahaha just for a toliet break lar.... hahaha then jiu went home le ....WE're really HIGH ....
5th MArch .
We meet up at 11 am . reached there , pump balloons , high , sing songs , blar blaar blar , settle all the stuffs. Then cindy or keith , they received a call frm KC and gang , said they met jingru at the hotel . Saying jingru leaving hotel . SO we all went to second floor standby ... hahahaha tie banner , prepare pla cards ... then we finally get to see her . we shouted : ' Jing ru , jia you ! Wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni !!!' ... goodie ... Then we started to prepare for concert le ... draw henna , make up , blar blar ... wait for members... we are so busy till we no time to eat. Then koh guan brought us 3 pack of rice . The all fishdream pple shared. So fun ... 1 big family ... Then that edde hor .... kept telling me : 'u know how impt and precious rice is/are ?' hahahahahah then time really pass very fast !!!! CAn enter le ... too bad , we are not the FIRST to be in there. Cos we busy settling the stuffs . BUT! we are v. Attention SEEKING ....we sang Ning xia when we walk in . Our balloons not allowed in . THen we gather again , sang Jie shou together when walking in . FOCUS all on us ... hahahahahahah . Then after that we went to our seats , and started to give out lightsticks ... to our members and MANY non-members , let them HIGH .... then alot of cameras took our photos . Then we did a cheer together and pose at a camera .... goodie !!!! then settled down , concert jiu start le ... WE stand up a while for yan wei die .... then scared will block others , a while later jiu sit back le ... Then ALOT to say abt the concert ... hahahah then we changed 3 sets of clothes too . Once jingru change , we change ... hahahah . Then jingru pointed at the LED boards and say ' hen mei' hahahahahahahhaha goodie !!! Then during wo dou zhi dao ... wah we really HIGH ... but after that , near towards the end , its v. touching and emotional . Jingru cried when singing yong qi .... then jiu end the whole concert. ENCORE AND ENCORE ... then jingru came out again .. with 3 more songs .. .the last song is fen shou kuai le ... the few of us , went to the center , and swayed together , with out hands locked together... I can still feel the closeness now ... simply love it .... THE WHOLE CONCERT really goodie !!! But i'm not good at words. ...nx time when u all see me in person ... be prepared to be bombed by me ... hahahahahahaha !
6th MArch .
Jingru's departure at 1.10pm br 226 . We reached there at 8am 9 plus ... then wrote cards for her and waited . Saw that dancer again . Chatted a bit lar ... then waited for jingru ... saw her le !!! but she is really in a rush ... so since she so rush , we didnt FORCE her to take a photo lar.... but then she v. goodie ...she told her xuan chuan :' ta men yao pai zhao ah ....' then she come back took a goodie photo with us !!!!!!! She is very cute. hahahahaha ...after that we went to eat ajisen ... thinking of jingru together ... hahhahaha then sent xiaoying off to hongkong ... zhen shi de 1 day , 2 pple leave the countries ... no wonder will make me feel moodless.At night , i watched the concert vcd de mu hou hua xu .... watched many times...then i really v. miss jingru !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7th MArch ...
Now , i'm listening to her concert cd .... listen to her voice , its as tho i'm sitting in the theatre ... Shucks... I'm missing her ... TOday i guai guai de ... seems to be in a daze ... Humming 'shanghai memories of 1945' . I miss her. The 3 and a half hrs concert is simply NOT enough !
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Oh ya , that day it is really have an international fan club de feeling . Got china ah , m'sian fans in our fan club ah ... then plus KC and gang (taiwanese) ... then we having hongkonger wanting to join Fishdream too ....Hmmmmmmm ... maybe one day fishdream will be the main hub .... hahahahahahahahahahahah !!!!! i really like the feeling of getting all fish fans together under fishdream . Its just so goodie !!!!
Those who had missed this concert , its really a pity i must say . Its so touching and emotional . Her 'shanghai memories 1945' and 'zhang sheng xiang qi' really v.v.v.v.v goodie !!!!
Okays lets start with wat we did on thurs .
3rd MArch . Jingru's arrival .We reached airport at ard 9 plus to have our mac breakfast there and of course , to drink tea . I think xiaoying and i , really like the feeling of drinking tea there while waiting for jingru. Then i brought my lappy along , cos wanting to share the DVD with xiaoying. Then not long after , Edde joined us. Time passes very fast . So we took the skytrain to terminal 1 to wait for cindy .Actually ah KC, xiaomei , zi kuang , david ,lousie (taiwanese fans) came on the same day too . Different timing , cos different flight. Jingru took EVA air BR225 to Singapore , while the others took SQ 29 . Supposedly , they shld land at 11.50am but there was a delay . So they can only reach singapore at 2.30 pm. As for Jingru flight , it landed at 12.10 pm . Then we have a 'special mission' ... hahaha Peggy(ROCK xuan chuan ) requested us to shield jingru ... HAHAHA . Shield her frm the professional photographers (cos she said they will actually took the photos then put up for auctions.)Me and Edde had a fun time blocking actually , with our Fish dream banner. I was like :' Edde edde , behind u .... ' then EDDE response is very swift. HAHAHAA all of us helped to shield jingru , hopefully we are successful . =) Then after that we took skytrain back to terminal 2 again . Went to starbucks to NUA . Took photos ... hahaha thenjiu proceed to wait for KC and gang . Then we went to take a cab . ME , edde and xiaoying ... hahaha we went for the merc cab... hahaha but in the end we let the taiwanese have it and we took the sliver cab . On the cab , the driver tot we were frm m'sia . (hmmm ... i tot many pple say we have taiwanese slang . Since when do i have a m'sian slang???) . Then they checked in at sheraton towers . (same as Jingru) .After knowing that JR is having a reporter conversation , we went down and met jingru . Chit chatted and took photographs ... Jingru v. cute she took a tray of 'egg tarts' and said : 'I'm very goodie to my fans , come eat egg tarts, come come come' hahaha i think she also added 'still want me to serve orh.' hahahahahah . Okays , then after that went to Little india(oh ya ... at newton station , we were stop my security for a random check ... first time sia ... zhen shi de ... ) then walk to bugis ...blar blar blar...then jiu went home le .
4th MArch .
Xiaoying , me and ry , we went to rocher center , hoping to get more stuffs for the concert , then we nua-ed there , wait for edde . Then jiu meet up with Ling a while . Then 6.40pm tuned in to 933fm hear jingru's interview on air. then went to kallang , indoor stadium. Initially got passes frm a dancer (he v. friendly and goodie lar). But peggy and korkor can recognise ah , then was stopped . haiz... so end up , didnt get to see the rehearsal. BUT ! we still v. high , we went to the 2nd floor , sitting near to the speakers , we HIGH there.... Snap some of our lightsticks and HIGH there... so fun. At ard 10 plus 11 , we decided to leave. Then ,met korkor , he told us that jingru will be rehearsal---ing till 12 midnight .Then we went in , ...hahaha just for a toliet break lar.... hahaha then jiu went home le ....WE're really HIGH ....
5th MArch .
We meet up at 11 am . reached there , pump balloons , high , sing songs , blar blaar blar , settle all the stuffs. Then cindy or keith , they received a call frm KC and gang , said they met jingru at the hotel . Saying jingru leaving hotel . SO we all went to second floor standby ... hahahaha tie banner , prepare pla cards ... then we finally get to see her . we shouted : ' Jing ru , jia you ! Wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni !!!' ... goodie ... Then we started to prepare for concert le ... draw henna , make up , blar blar ... wait for members... we are so busy till we no time to eat. Then koh guan brought us 3 pack of rice . The all fishdream pple shared. So fun ... 1 big family ... Then that edde hor .... kept telling me : 'u know how impt and precious rice is/are ?' hahahahahah then time really pass very fast !!!! CAn enter le ... too bad , we are not the FIRST to be in there. Cos we busy settling the stuffs . BUT! we are v. Attention SEEKING ....we sang Ning xia when we walk in . Our balloons not allowed in . THen we gather again , sang Jie shou together when walking in . FOCUS all on us ... hahahahahahah . Then after that we went to our seats , and started to give out lightsticks ... to our members and MANY non-members , let them HIGH .... then alot of cameras took our photos . Then we did a cheer together and pose at a camera .... goodie !!!! then settled down , concert jiu start le ... WE stand up a while for yan wei die .... then scared will block others , a while later jiu sit back le ... Then ALOT to say abt the concert ... hahahah then we changed 3 sets of clothes too . Once jingru change , we change ... hahahah . Then jingru pointed at the LED boards and say ' hen mei' hahahahahahahhaha goodie !!! Then during wo dou zhi dao ... wah we really HIGH ... but after that , near towards the end , its v. touching and emotional . Jingru cried when singing yong qi .... then jiu end the whole concert. ENCORE AND ENCORE ... then jingru came out again .. with 3 more songs .. .the last song is fen shou kuai le ... the few of us , went to the center , and swayed together , with out hands locked together... I can still feel the closeness now ... simply love it .... THE WHOLE CONCERT really goodie !!! But i'm not good at words. ...nx time when u all see me in person ... be prepared to be bombed by me ... hahahahahahaha !
6th MArch .
Jingru's departure at 1.10pm br 226 . We reached there at 8am 9 plus ... then wrote cards for her and waited . Saw that dancer again . Chatted a bit lar ... then waited for jingru ... saw her le !!! but she is really in a rush ... so since she so rush , we didnt FORCE her to take a photo lar.... but then she v. goodie ...she told her xuan chuan :' ta men yao pai zhao ah ....' then she come back took a goodie photo with us !!!!!!! She is very cute. hahahahaha ...after that we went to eat ajisen ... thinking of jingru together ... hahhahaha then sent xiaoying off to hongkong ... zhen shi de 1 day , 2 pple leave the countries ... no wonder will make me feel moodless.At night , i watched the concert vcd de mu hou hua xu .... watched many times...then i really v. miss jingru !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7th MArch ...
Now , i'm listening to her concert cd .... listen to her voice , its as tho i'm sitting in the theatre ... Shucks... I'm missing her ... TOday i guai guai de ... seems to be in a daze ... Humming 'shanghai memories of 1945' . I miss her. The 3 and a half hrs concert is simply NOT enough !
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Oh ya , that day it is really have an international fan club de feeling . Got china ah , m'sian fans in our fan club ah ... then plus KC and gang (taiwanese) ... then we having hongkonger wanting to join Fishdream too ....Hmmmmmmm ... maybe one day fishdream will be the main hub .... hahahahahahahahahahahah !!!!! i really like the feeling of getting all fish fans together under fishdream . Its just so goodie !!!!
