29th Jan / 30th Jan

Hmmmm ... seems that my life has been q. mundane after the new sch term starts.Thats explain why i haven been blogging . There is basically nothing to blog about a daily-routined kind of lifestyle. School-Home-Com-Radio-Slp-Work-IVLE-Audiophile. There is really a lack of energy every morning i wake up.Anyway , after the long period of boring 'everyday' , i've decided to make myself happier by going out to see how the world has become.Thanks to Audrey , who has invited me to her house and 'exposed' me to something that would actually spur me up - we watched Jing Ru VCR tapes that she had helped us to record . So funny ! Haha especially the variety show hosted by her good friend -黄家迁.Oh ya and we brought a cake up to her house for a mini celebration since her birthday is just round the corner.And... heh heh we made her eat up q. a large piece of cake ! 如果是我，我一定吃不完(cos i dun like to eat cakes ...)

Then after the 3 'enriching' hrs at Audrey house , we went to sunplaza(sembawang) there , to 看一看 Lingzhi , it has been q some time too , since we last chatted with her . But anyway , in the end we did not chat with her afterall . (cos we all know she is going to 赶场 ）.So , we went straight to the Y.E.S 933fm 好朋友庆生会 @ Bishan Junction 8 .(Actually i like going there ... cos it'll remind me of Jing Ru )All the DJs are v. Funny !!! 笑死我！ hahahahahaha . But ah , I think the whole ‘谁抢走我的麦克风’is far too long le ... Then that 周崇庆 hor , every moment = promoting his new album de . Actually we didnt stay for v. long cos our legs cannot tahan liaoz ... 又饿又渴又累 。 如果是静茹的programme了话，我们肯定不会觉得累的 =D .So after we finish watching Lingzhi , Wei Bin and Zhi Yong de magic show , 我们就走人了.We went to eat LJ'S . Then when we eating halfway , 就got 1 whole grp of act lians and bengs 的'小朋友’(from wat i see , i think they look real young.) Then they very 'attention seeking' .Talk loudly , smoke , blar blar blar . They thought everyone will think they very 威风, but i think they are v. 恶心。Then i too engross in my food so i didnt know when they leave LJ'S de . Then after that we settled our money matters... Phew! Sign of relief ... kekeke Settled ! It was already 7 plus i think or 8? so we (actually is me lar) decided not to go paya lebar see B.A.D le .

We headed str to Chinatown . Cai xiaoying ah , dunno izzit suay or wat . Both Cindy and I had sweet and nice coconuts. But hers , unfortunately , she changed 5 times and the coconuts are all v. sour ... Seriously . Took some photos before we went into the crowd to 'squeeze'. Along the way , we kop-ed alot of 瓜子, some 花生and tried alot of 糖果。But xiaoying still didnt manage to eat her 腰豆。Let me recall what we did ... Ermss Xiaoying took a photo with the bus with a 'new-year' hat. We ate snow ice (mango for ben dan and myself , as for cindy , she had strawberry de) . Q. a big cup (or shld i say its a bowl???) . Its really nice but it tend to be abit 腻 after eating half a cup . Then 我们才涣然大悟，we shld have shared since both ben dan and me eating same flavour. 笨死了。 哈哈！ After we finish walking 就go home le lor . I reached home probably before 12am.Then when i was writing the remaining coupons , xiaoying jiu sms-ed me , then jiu chat awhile abt her job ... La La LA La La ... then maybe we xiang tai duo le , so we decided to get into our slp . Heng D-Virus didnt get to me that night . Probably cos all the T-Virus are all with Xiaoying , and so my S-virus couldnt work without the 配种of T-virus. hahahaha (ignore this part if u dun understand ... keekeeke )

So long nv blog le ... Eh .. i think becos of the long 'interval' , i didnt really know wat to blog for now. My life is somehow rather routined . Nothing much interesting happen . So nothing much to blog .Just that i'm happy 3 days week , the rest of the week will probably be working . Its q. a boring job actually ... Yupz ... nothing much ... bye bye ...

I finally packed/ tidied my room lo ...

Some photos to share :


In the midst of cleaning up is liddat de lar ...


Done !


My Fav Corner !


The floor


Jingru's corner ...


This is where i hung my badges and lanyard


This is the box whereby all my jingru stuffs are stored . Saw that pink thingy ? It says , authorised personnels only ... ha


Fully filled...


Autographed poster ... jealous ma ? AIYA its NOT mine ... its CLUB's property .


Yan Wei Die Collection

Regarding my B-day ...

Goodie ... starting to feel the happiness as the date drew closer and closer to 26th Feb - Celebration of my 21st b-day . Goodie . JX says that Sunday he is not working (pray hard that he really not working) ... then he will be driving his lorry down ... GOODIE !!! Then we can go dou feng on his lorry again . GOODIE ...

Then on that day , will see many friends coming ... with goodie presents ... then i'll get ready the DVD player with mikes ... go there K ge or watch movies ... SO HAPPY ...

Hmmmm ... i have nothing to do and i've got sick of the msn game hexic. 1 more hr to go before Lingzhi knocks off ... So , i shall do a sketchbook 大公开. 公开我的第一本sketchbk 的一些想法吧 . Actually 有很多，　我都早已经在以前分享过了。。。　So i dun really have alot to share now ... kekeke . I'll pick those short ones ... hahaa ... too bad u cant see wat i drew ... maybe nx time i scan in some .

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坐在讲堂里的感觉，
就好像是困在一个大大的电梯里。
有一个找不到出口的感觉 。。。

03.02.04

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会来的始终是会来的
只不过是迟早之分
强求是没用的
人为何要多多强求呢？

有的不去珍惜
没有的有很渴望
当失去了又想找回
人为何那么矛盾呢？

好的就相信
不好的就不想去接受
人为何总爱自欺欺人呢？

人是个笨蛋，我是人，我也是笨蛋！

FebZ

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有些时候， 有一些朋友和我们之间的关系
就像是一起在巴士车站避雨的人一样。
原本不认识的两人，为了同一个目的，相识了。
雨越下越大。时间长了，大家有了沟通的机会。
渐渐发现大家都挺谈得来的。
就这样，留下了彼此的联络号码。

但雨一旦停止，大家便会各分东西了。 没了同样的目标、目的， 渐渐就根本没联络了。

有些时候，我会静静的，在某一个车站，等待着， 好久没联络上的你来一起避雨的 。。。

15.03.04

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空虚的感觉，
就好像是一个人站在一片空空的原地上
看不见从前的快乐，
也看不到美好的将来。
无助、可怕 又 无能 。。。 一个空荡荡的感觉。

17.03.04

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人是很容易受影响的。
这里吸取一点好的、坏的。。。
言语、动作、喜好、感受、看法。。。 等等等。
很多很多有的没有的
全部综合在一起，
那， 就是我的STYLE , 一个不同的我。

其实，真相是：我并不是我。。。 我是由很多人所塑造出来的！

19.03.04

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真真假假，假假真真
真意假实 ，假意真

既然看不出，就别管那么多了吧 。
只要面对自己的时候，是真的， 就应该足够了。

11.04.04

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如果人在他应该做什么时，而没去做， 他的头脑并会是空空的

28.05.04

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每一个人，
不管做什么，
都好像是在调制一杯能够让人回味无穷的咖啡。

刚开始一定是不可能可以作出一杯那么好的咖啡。
一杯好咖啡，是需要漫长的改进。
途中， 我们要可以接受意见及批评， 要学着应该如何去配合每一个人的需要。
那不是一朝一夕的，所以不可放弃。

我们就在不知不觉的途中，
发现了，其实我们已经可以调制出好咖啡了。
有心、有时间、有诚意 、有泪水的。。。

一杯热浓浓的香咖啡～

Yummy

29.05.04

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人常说，
日有所思，也有所梦
那。。。　还真可怜。
因为。。。
连烦恼，　也是形影不离的　！

05.06.04

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不说出来，并不代表可以接受。
一直忍受，只是为了要开心一点。
但，　一再的伤害，
只会令一个天使，　飞不起来。

June

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其实人并不用去理会别人怎么看自己。
不用去理会别人的讥讽。

嘲笑，　其实就是幼稚的行为。

June

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回忆，
不管多完美、多开心，
他始终是个回忆。

一个我们想留也留不住的东西～

12.06.04

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Okays.... my b-day wishlist !!!!!!!!!!! Goodie ... my b-day drawing near ... so happy

1 . Thumbdrive ( Ling , r u chopping this pressie?)
2 . Clip on ear phones ... (i wanted it long ago)
3 . Jing ru related stuffs ... those who know my collection , will know wat i'm lacking of ... (hint hint : some VCDS)
4 .Converse nice back pack
5 . Addidas Jacket
6 . Jingru tw concert dvd/vcd (if it has been released by then)
7 . MP3 player (eh ... too ex le , and i think its not really something i need lar. I'm contented with my discman. but its a bonus to have that as pressie)
8 . Some Jap drama series ba (but i not sure if i really wanted it to be my pressie...headache ..hahaha hao xiang tai jian dan le )
9 . Song dedication to 93.3fm ...(this shld be easy)
10 . Goodie watch.
11 . Practical but not really a good idea - Money
12 . Ling suggested me to put a boyfriend under my list ... okay lor . A boyfriend then.
13 . A video clip ... flimed using videocam , featuring most of my friends ... then burn into a cd-r for me ... i think , its the most cheng yi and memorable pressie . but it is time consuming ???


Zhan shi jiu zhe yang ba ...

Actually its really hard to list.... perhaps i really know wat i want le , will update again ya ??? Anyway , if u really dunno wat to buy , buy sports related stuffs ...

Impossible mission (sometimes day dream is also goodie hahaha)

1> Jingru and Lingzhi Appearance .
2> Better pixels and optical zoom de digicam
3> Video cam

Have been playing this song since 10th Jan ...Have been humming this song since 10th Jan ... Have been singing this song since 10th Jan ... Have been so into this song since 10th Jan ...


我是幸福的

歌手:梁静茹 专辑:燕尾蝶 下定爱的决心


曲:李正帆词:姚若龙

黄昏过后暖暖的晚风中
在小公园里头
眼眶红了

看老公公和老婆婆在散步着
把手牢牢握着
星星亮了我觉得幸福就是这样的

几十年后你也变老公公我当你的拐杖
扶着你走眼睛花了
你老花眼镜就是我
把时间忘了慢慢走
美丽风景我为你转播不让你错过

能和你牵手我是幸福的
你就像温柔又顽固的石头
用心盖了座最美的城堡叫永久圈住我

不管过再久也会幸福的
我们都走过了动摇的时候
爱已变成树就算是有风会平息的

被懂我的人爱着我是幸福的
连沉默都能是交流

你总是能给我比我想的还要多
我爱你
不做你的公主要做你的快乐

Cindy's 21st b-day ...

Goodie ...goodie ...

We started off with a mini concert , with me as the host ...and before the whole thing start , wo jiu slip and fall ... hit my butt ... so painful ...ARH !!! hahaha then first singer is the CAI Xiao Ying lor ... she sang wo dou zhi dao ... then after that we had Aud , singing us mayday's song .... then then then ah ..... She attracted a cockroach ! Haiz ... wasted , becos of that , we have to stop our mini concert. Sam havent got the chance to sing yet ... And the zui ke xi de part is , the dear host = me , haven sing my YONG QI !!!! hahahaha .... then after that we went peng food...

then we found out that no water liaoz...jiu decided to go walk walk ...

Me and Xiaoying went for a walk after eating some bbq food . We went to mc-cafe . Had a double chocolate regular . Not bad ba ... we q. like it ... kekeke .Yepz , and we sit by the beach again . Then fear of getting ourselves wet , we have to constantly stand up . (heh heh we sit very near the sea , cos we wanted our foot to be in the water) ... Then got 2 passers-by , laughed at our (i think laughing at xiaoying ba ... cos she very clumsy) acts . Then in the end , we still wet ourselves lar ... then we 不管 liao ... wet jiu wet lor (歌就那么的唱了，沙就那么的黏了，海水就那么的涌了，今晚不就是这样吗）... then we went to buy some alcohol drinks too ... went back there to sit , we chatted how we get to know each other , how we join the club together ... how we managed to get to wat we have now .How we get to know cindy , keith ... and if we dunno them ... how will each of us be right now ... blar blar blar ...We sing Jingru songs too ... then halfway always got pple calling our hp de . Then we continue to sing . Sing till very happy .Really v.happy .. Then we see the timing , near to 11pm le , so we walked back ... hahaha ...played crazy ribbon ... GOODIE ... then jiu start to pack up le ... cos Jinxing is sending all of us home ... Thanks korkor ... kekeke ...While walking to the vehicle , they played sparkles ... goodie ... sang a b-day song for cindy .... 'the monkey is U ' ... hahaha ... then RY and JX walked in front ... didnt want to da rao , so i stop and waited for the rest . Then we went up the lorry ... GOODIE .... my first time on LORRRY !!! I enjoy the trip ... So sad ... i was the 2nd to go home ..... hahaha anyways , on the way i managed to call in LingZhi , but cos she is having that Wo Cheng Wang contest ... so cannot let us on air ... so we requested for Jingru's b-day song and You Ni Zai ... goodie ... Lingzhi got play both things for us ... goodie !!!!!! I want my b-day to me liddat too ... hahaha then after that keith called in ... GOODIE ... but he jing ran forgot to dedicate song for JinXing ... and he greeted me LUOHAN ... Zhen shi de !!!But anyway ... this is the first time i sit on a lorry ... and is also an memorable one ... we on radio loud loud ... sing loud loud ...let the wind blow ... COOL... jing ru jing ru jing ru ... I think Jingru really bring all of us together ... i hope we can just sit on forever ......

The end ... kekeke

I'm having my cup of tea .... (i'm addicted to it)

I support Lingzhi ,
I Love JingRu ...
And ....
I enjoy being in FISHDREAM .

Tml that 'live' concert ... i'm not sure if i'm going ... but Sunday IMM de , i think i'll go ba ... Q like Li Sheng Jie new song de ... shun bian go see Lingzhi ... Q long nv go chat with her le ... We cannot pian xin ... WE LOVE JINGRU ... but must also support yi xia Lingzhi ! Bu ran she change slots le we will MISS her LOTS de !

no time to type details... been busy for the whole week .... Jing Ru week and 1st week of the term....

just some photos to share ba



SQ 29 . Arrival @ 12 pm 静茹说：‘hi hi 我又来了！！！’


Then we took a photo at the MRT station


Then went to ROCK records collect our concert tics and stayed in his room and listen to the radio together with him


That day was a pek chek day ... we reached at 6.30 am ... really fed up with management ... but anywayssss.... nvm its over le


Bulletin for the day


4 of us waiting for members to come


The so-called '美女与野兽’


I like this v. much ... 深情和开心地唱 ！


和歌迷的互动


I love this PHOTO. ... she look so cute here... hurhurhur

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then after that bishan event , got ren ci the nx day ... we went ... shouted ... but nv take photos , cos not allowed ... then the day after renci , we went to top fun recording at mediacorp ... wah ... got many chance to get so close to Jingru ... but again , cannot take photos ....

After that ... we chiong-ed down to the airport ... heng ah ...almost missed her sia


heh heh ... the addidas jacket


Writing some b-day wishes for Cindy ... I hope she does that to me too ... my b-day also coming soon ah


The grp photo.... 静如自己说和我们合照的！！！ goodie !!! The most goodie part is ... SHE HUGGED US !!!!!!!!

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Thats abt all ... will update it real soon...so busy ....busy busy busy

没有不要的零件，全都是重要的零件

Got this phrase frm 天使消失的街 that jap show . Acted by 堂本光一 and 酒井法子. I like this phrase v. much , so add this in . Every parts are precious . We need all different counterparts in order to form one big mechanism . No matter how insigifiant it is . It can be reflected into our daily life . Every individual in important in this universe . As long as , we make full use of ourselves . A new year , a new start . All the best to everyone !

YepZ ... SmileZ

My sketchbooks

I had 2 sketchbooks now. I started writing/drawing my thoughts on sketchbook since last year(2004).Recently I wrote lesser . Perhaps cos i was more into blogging . I prefer to type online . Ha ... I've named both books (they are my bao bei ... hahaha ) .... 1st one , i named it 初次的幼稚 and the 2nd book i name it 无形的退败. Now reading and flipping through the pages ... book 1 and 2 are totally different ... seems like i'm getting more pessimistic ever since i got into Uni . Can u say that its becos i'm more able to see the real world now and thus 'facing up to reality'? Last time pple used to say that i'm optimistic and cheerful ... perhaps i used to be too childish in thinking .

Hmmmm i still rem weeks ago msn-ing with Yiming . Talking abt results and of course some chi pop music. He mentioned that those who are really into chi pop songs , are changing to become more pessimistic and normally cannot really differentiate the music world frm reality . AND ... chi songs are sad in nature. He dunno how true it is , but he just realise this trend that is ongoing. This leads me to think of wat May and Martha had said months ago. I remembered them saying that all chi songs are sad. And so , now it sets me thinking . I used to listen to chi pop too ... but of a different type. I prefer fast and loud songs . And at that time i'm not really in tuning in to radio station , chasing idols , listening to all new chi pop songs ... v. up to date abt new songs .. .blar blar blar ... i only tune in to 93.3 occassionally. But these recent years , i really start to get glued to the chi pop music world and began to know how to appreciate slow and soft songs. Slowly , i realise i am becoming more and more pessimistic . Well , there might not be any link or it might just be a pure coincidence ... We all dunno that . But i guess all of us will agree that almost all Chi songs are sad de ba .

1st meet up for the year 2005

Yep that night 31st Dec , i had a countdown via msn and phone . Not bad . Not bad. Its better than the crowds at those 'hot spots'. Dial-up 93.3fm to dedicate a song for Joyce , cos i wasnt there to send her off . After calling into 93.3fm and talked to Lingzhi , i called Ling . Then after that i have the urge to rush down to the airport . Tick tock tick tock ... the clock is clicking , at the time of 12.50pm ... Joyce had already went in . Still , i went . Luckily i did. Or else i will feel bad abt it .We had alot of fun and energy .... just by playing UNO and Heart Attack . All the way throughout the night , none of us felt sleepy . Therefore , we left the airport q. late . On our way home comfortably on bus 27 , we chatted (haha normally we'll be so sleepy that we didnt even bother to move/ talk) ...then when i reached home , still q. energetic ... so i watched my VCDS .... hurhurhur ... So TLT became the 1st meet up i had for the year 2005 .