Hmmmm .... Ping has intro me to go watch this mv ... at http://www.happyfacehome.com/mtv/kiss.htm ... i find the song suspiciously familiar ... i think and think ...think and think .... then ... then ... cannot tahan , finally called up sis ... asked her ... its a song by 徐捷儿 that xuelun always sing in KTV .... its ' 没有你的每一天 'its really a v. nice song indeed ... and the mv is really touching ... enjoy pple !

Yesterday went cycling with Ling and Chris .... Hmmm ... dunno why i seemed to be the only one that got sun burn ... the fact is .... the sun isnt strong at all yesterday !!! It's a cloudy day !!!! .... Hmmmm .... must be my skin ... so now my skin color not = Dou Sha Bing liaoz .... more like roasted ... HAHA .... but ! haha today not so obvious...so i guess i wasnt really BURNT that badly afterall ...

Today felt a bit yuckies leh ...dunno y also ...today is fri ... supposedly to be my fav day ! ... I must had wake up frm the wrong side of my bed this morning ... HA!... Early morning wake up go driving ... wasnt smooth today .... i think it has to be my mood that affects my driving ... yupz ... must be it !

Tml May 1st ... Haiz ... so fast ...

Collapse Collapse Collapse .....

hmmm .... maybe one day the whole of Singapore will collapse together .... cos .... our ground are gettting more and more hollow with all the diggings ~

Undergrounds undergrounds undergrounds and more undergrounds ....
Guess we just have to blame it on scarcity ....

Now its only the collpasing of the construstion sites ... Can anyone imagine if its a collapse of a whole building ?

High rise high rise and more high rise buildings ....
the higher it goes the more dangerous it is ....
and so ...
there will be more casualties if there is any collapse yet again ...

Just imagine how many died in the sept 11 incident ? The World Trade Center is so high up ... so tall .... with so many pple inside ...

Hmmmm ... it seems like nowadays i keep on hearing alot of deaths from the news ... wars , diseasters , sars , collapse .... blar blar blar ... Izzit becos we had such a vast population that the earth can no longer accept ? We need a balance towards anything ... with more and more pple living on earth ... there are bound to have more deaths ....

We shld all stay in kelongs ... We'll make use of the sea ....it'll be fun ~ Ha ... OR maybe ...Maybe .... next time as tecnology advances , S'pore would be able to float .... haha ... then we'll be able to travel ..... FOR FREE .... OR maybe next time we'll be staying in another planet .... and let earth have a chance to rest .... and we shall move back again when the time comes .... hurhurhur

Dreaming Dreaming Dreaming ...
Its not even night time yet ...

HA!

Kay i'm getting bored ... kepp me entertained ... haha okay got this frm friendster again ...

JUST A WAY TO LET EVERYONE KNOW UR DARK TRAITS
AFTER READING, CHANGE THE ANSWERS AND POST AGAIN

1. NAME : Jin

2. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL: I;ve got split personality ... =P

3. DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE: They only find me wierd =P

4. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: Nope

5. DO YOU SING A LOT: Yep of course

6. DO YOU BACKSTAB: No !!!... only people backstab me before and i know how it is like ... SO !!!!... i wont do that to others ...NV EVER

7. ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND: I'm not ... seriously ... I'm a failure in being a good friend

8. ARE YOU IN LOVE: No

9. ARE YOU YOUNG: Depending who u are comparing me to ... ha!

10.EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING: Yes ...

11.EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE: Yes ...Ants ... used to play ard with them when i was much younger

12.LAST ODD THING DONE: Wah ...dunno lar

13.DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP: Heh ... good complexion...so no need =P

14.DO YOU REBEL: Yes ... the more u want to control me , the more i will bounce back

15.EVER STARTED A FIRE: Yes ... q. often actually ...when i was young ...

16.DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL: I always think that I'm a devil ... Cos i feel that if there's no devils , there wont be any angels ard ... everything needs a balance ... I'll sacrifice myself to be the devil .

17.DO YOU LIKE LYING: No . But i do lie ....

18.DO YOU REGRET: Try not to ... what done is done ... it's already a past ... look to the future ... try not to lie the next time lor ...

19.DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND: Sadly ... No , i dont ... Told ya i'm not a good friend

20.DO PEOPLE HATE YOU: Yes i think so ... Ry always say i always rang4 ren2 you4 ai4 you4 hen4 ...

21.DO YOU HATE PEOPLE: haha i only dislike pple ... not tot the extend of HATE...

22.CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY: I wont have the guts ... i cant even kill a cockroach ...

23.DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?: Yes ... once again thats when i was in sec sch days ...

24.EVER TASTED BLOOD: Yupz ... out of curiousity ...

25.DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU?: No ... It's more impt on how i see myself ...

26.EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT: Nah ...

27.ARE YOU GOTHIC: Haha ... No

28.DO YOU SMOKE: No ...

29.CONSUME DRUGS: Medicine when i'm sick ...

30.WHAT DO YOU WEAR: What i feel is comfortable

31.YOUR SKIN COLOR: I'm dousha bing .... so u know my skin color le right ?

32.DO YOU LIKE THE SUN: Yes ... but erm ... not too hot tho ..

33.HAVE YOU LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE: Haha . . .

34.HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL: I dunno how to describe ... how can 1 express it through words? I dunno

35.YOUR ROLE MODEL: Haha ... of course is Jing Ru lar ... So talented ... so......near to perfect .

36.YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM: I'm still looking for the someone to appear

37.YOU ARE LISTENING TO: my blog de midi 'Zui xiang huan you de shi jie -Jing ru'

38.DO HATE YOURSELF: Yes ... Why am I me .... why cant I be You ... You ....You ... Or perhaps You ?

39.DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE: I dunnoo.... make me think of wat i view myself ba

40.PARTING WORDS: Haha .... ByeBye (in Mr Tay's tone)

Hmmm .... changed a bit here and there ... hurhurhur ... liked the new arrangement ... =P

Thanks Ling for the Puffs ... haha really loved it sia ... ALL so cute !!!!!!! Too bad i cannot use too many ... cos my blog is already v. cramp le .... add more = untidy .... haiz ....

The world is changing every second ...
Everyone is trying to pace themselves with the world ...with the changing society ...

Everyone starts to change ...
So does relationships ...

Everything is moving differently in every min
We cannot catch hold of every/any thing...
Nothing is absolute in this world ...
There are really no guarantees in anything ...

Sometimes ,
being rigid ,
being unable to follow up to today's pace ,
can make someone lost in this dimension ...
Trapped in their world of their own ...

I will choose to live in virtual reality ~
imagine , imagine , imagine . . .

Today went Ikea ... I've always like to go Ikea ... hmmm ... nothing else to blog le ... have to wait till i have the 'inspiration' ba ....

Okie ... did something out of boredom ...
take a look ...

Has been listening to 93.3fm every night ...
Started listening to it when i was preparing for my exams ...
and somehow ...
I'm addicted to listening to radio again ...

I can just lie on my bed ,
and listen to it from 8pm - 2am ...
I guess its also a form of relaxation ...

Hmmm ... i like all 93.3fm Djs ...
they're really v. good =)
How i wish i can be a DJ too ~ kekeke

Btw , I've send in my Xian ge ji yi entry le ... I'll be dedicating songs on the 6th of May ... 1 day before Ms Wu leave S'pore ... Hope i would be read out ... =)

And ya MS WU ,just a short update of the 'big proj' ... haha i think i'm 45% done le ... Excited eh ? Heh ... but i haven start on our part yet ... I purposely put in at the back ... cos i think it'll be the longest ba... cos got alot of things need to be mentioned ... haha ... the rest all touch and go de ....

Lastly ... have u uploaded the pics that u took during the badminton session ? can send it to me or can u upload it somewhere ? ANd ya , the pics we took at the rosette , i uploaded on my com liaoz ... but haven edit the colors ... only a few pics tho ... when i see u online then i send u ba ... ya ?

Hmmm ... I realised that i have less and less things to blog online ...

Either my life is getting boring ... or i simply dont care abt whats happening ard me ...

OR ... maybe ...
I prefer to sketch and write everything down in my lil sketchbook ...
in beautiful chinese terms ...
using chim chim words to describe simple things ... hahaha
BEST is ... noone can understand what i'm writing except myself .... Cos.... ITs a type of FEELING that i'm trying to convey ~
Its the FEELING that one shld get while writing ... its not writing for the sake of writing ...

Recently ... I've lost this FEELING ... haven been touching my book for many many days le ...maybe there's really much that could interest me in writing ...

I like to write in chinese ...
Its actually a wonderful language ...
Er ... or... at least i can express myself much more better using chinese language ... Haiz ... and my command of English is getting from bad to worse ... and till the extent that i cant converse in fluent English anymore ... Hate it ...

hmmm ... perhaps i shld just migrate to Taiwan ... would rather polish up my chi language than to brush up my english ... Sighs ...

Haha finally put up 最快了那一年 liaoz ... haiz no need to depend on other's website ... i shall host this song on my own angelfire webshell ... keke and yupz ... got it done ... nice song !!!

Erm ... having muscle aches ... today not as bad le ... but i want to play badminton again !!! haha

Okie today just started working on that 'CD' ... heh hopefully i can finish it up fast ... keke best if can hand it over to miss wu and miss P before they leave the country ...

okay better dun lili lala liaoz .... back to work !
=)

The Ice Cream Test . . .

[You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.

You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.

You think positively about the people around you and are never prejudiced. This means others see you as a kind and gentle person. They enjoy listening to what you have to say because they respect you.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish. ]

Oh come on ... all these tests are just so 'fake' ... Just list all the qualities that most human being on earth that has it ... haha then it happens to be that some of the qualities really coincided with our own personalities and we feel that its just so ACCURATE ... OH man ... this is stupid ...

2 down ... 2 more to go ... SIghS !

Haha come online to print some last min notes ... SIAN ... tml 1st paper .... EC2151

... ... ...

Got this whole chunk frm an email ...

"Easy is to get a place is someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings "


Yea ... how true .... so decided to share it with all of u

Exams. Sian
Lack of Focus . Not effective
Tml EA . Bleah
Next sat last paper . Freedom

Holidays . Woo Hoo
Taiwan. Excited
Badminton .Time to exercise
Cycling .Enjoy the breeze

Okie ... recently v. enthu ... i want to go TAIWAN ... !

Recently been to Ning's blog and just chatted online with her ... here it goes ...Quoted frm her :

'i dare not think abt being close...
been thru too much abt losing close frens in the past....
all the past hurts frm over-valuing frens....
too high expectations of them...
i've learnt...
to be flexible... and not holding on too tightly...
ppl change... i change as well....
close frens are those ppl u share the same perspectives with....
but as time goes by...
we meet new ppl....
and we change... perspectives change as well....
when we no longer see eye-to-eye with our frens...
conflicts occur... and we drift even further apart...
den we start to see more often of the ppl who share the same perspectives....
and see less often ppl who no longer share same perspectives....
it's kinda a viscious cycle to me....
i'm used to the drifting apart....
and meeting new ppl...
and drifting apart again... '

This is just so true ...

I've realised a change in everyone recently ...
I dunno whether izzit becos i've been so busy ,
or so cannot be bothered with the people around me ,
I just feel that those people who used to hang out with me , seemed to change drastically

The feeling is so different.

Izzit just me ?
Or izzit there's something that i didnt see it ?
Did i do anything wrong ?
Am i not senstitive enough?
Is there really something between us ?
Come one ... Wat izzit man !
Can someone enlighten me then ?

I'm certain that the feeling is different ...
The feeling towards everyone ...

The distance and gap that is existing ...
It's killing me ...
Everyone ...
Everyone seems to be drifting apart frm me ...Its not like only one or two people...
Its everyone
Something which i dont understand.
And ,
I hate this feeling ...

Tonight , I'm lost ...
Lost in the small world of mine ...

How come i have this ISOLATION feeling again ?
I try .. I try not to fall into it again ...

I know it and will prevent myself frm sinking into it ...


Its actually a wonderful place ...
Its a quiet place ...
No worries ... no nothing ...
A place that is good for escaping ...

But! It can also be TERRIBLE ...
Cos its really dislocating with the whole world ...

I think its me .
cos , I'm thinking too much .

Have to go bury myself into my econs le ...Bye bye Bloggie ... Bye Bye ... ~

April's Fool Day ! 1st April ... Hmmmm.... not going out today! so , haha no one will have a chance to fool me =P

Our Proj is finally over ... but i think we screwed up the whole thing again ... Biz is really not my cup of tea ... I shall stay and stuck with my social sciences ... ha ... my social work , my econs ... and maybe my history ? =) After listening to what Ms wu had said .. i think i will still continue to try and take hist back again next sem ...

Hmmm ... but after this proj , our gek grp is gonna split ... abit sad sad ... cos frm the 1st sem until now , besides Martha and Olivia ... my gek tut mates are the BEST classmates i ever have !!! They're all so nice pple ~ Hanging out together with them makes me so comfortable ... Just hope that our GEK grp will continue to organise outings? i will probably MISSeveryone .... chloe(she's always so nice and understanding) , serena(her cheerful style) , Jasmine , Qing Nng , Terence , Sze Wei(haha their grp really makes me envious of them ! ) and of course many others like maple , dillion(haha he's real funnny de lorz ...) ,peiyen's and Peirong's grp members as well as Ivy's sey and confidence ... Not forgetting , OUR ALL TIME FAVOURITE ....KELVIN ... (hurhurhur ... i think u'll will know wat i mean hor ... hurhurhur esp MS WU) ...LAST but not LEAST , Ms Chua ... thanks for giving all of us a chance to meet up with each other ...

okay lets continue .... after the presentation , our grp didnt have a chance to sit down and have lunch together .... Sl left early ...Chloe has lessons ... Adrian left with Huishan ... Leaving me and Xuelun ...

So, yesterday went eating with lunz and sis after our presentation ... yupz at crystal Jade Kitchen @ Tampines Mall ... the noodle is very Q , the taste of the soup is just right ... and , most importantly .......... the SCRIMP DUMPLING was VERY nice !!! Of course their porriage is really nice too !

Ya then when i reach home , i rushed to do on Martha's present ... heh ... after that i went to help my mum in cooking ... Ma Po Dou Fu and Pork Chop ... hmmmm ... I love to cook ... I love to stay in the kitchen and Blar to my mother ... I gave myself breaks ... haha i watch tv till 10 then i go slp liaoz .... HAa ... form of reward ba ... i've been having late nights or no nights at ALL !!! Thats uni life ? Well it can be fun ... but also brain-draining ... =P

SluRpZ ... i miss all the funs i used to have
Heh ... actually doing proj can be fun too(hah! of course without conflicts lar)
Exams coming and i really hated it ...
Looking forward to the holidays .............
Earn as much as i can ....
Save up as much as i can ....
Cos ,
I want to go TAIWAN ...

I want to go overseas ... no matter where it is ....

I miss Vietnam ... I really miss Vietnam ... tho i'm still in contact with the V.gang ... But i feel that its kinda different now and then ... I still prefer those days at Vietnam ...

Envious of Yi linn and Maymay cos they can go India and do com. service ... I want to go too !!! I want to build classrooms ... =)

Haiz .... i miss SRJC .... I miss Mr TAY .... i miss the OVERSEAS TRIPS .. I miss Mrs Sim style of teaching ... I miss the caring Mrs chang .... I miss A4 .... I miss the night study scheme ... I miss the ah meow that had once been there ...haha ... I miss everything ... I miss our overnight Bridge game , our BBqs , chalets , lili lala sessions , fornightly eating-out habit ... etc etc ...

I miss , I miss , I miss .....