Hm ... Since SS u say there will still be pple visiting ... well i guess u are the only one left liaoz .... haha my only audience... haha ... actually its alright one la , this is suppose to be an online journal ... ya so i guess i will still be blogging in erm once in a while ?=) Ya , we really went to the Marina Bay's boss there ... for a free treat ... ya erm but the feeling kinda wierd as we didnt know him like very well and we didnt even know his name ... haha ya now i know le ...he's Alex .... haha ... ya ....tell u something ah ... u know abt the Ivan and Liyan thingy ? Actually i also not very sure of myself ... just know that they are not as close anymore ... but i was like so shock...u know y ? haha becos ah Mr Tay also know ah .... piangz ... yesterday me and boss went back to ask for the Eastern Europe iternary then Mr Tay asked abt it ....wah both of us become speechless manz .... haha...nv know the news spread so far .... then the worse is i think Xuelun very angry manz ... cos she was like one of the last few that got to know .... then she suddenly very angry ah ... then according to May May (erm cos we met up yesterday) ... then i know that cos Xuelun doesnt like to be kept in the dark ... Well ... i tot like many of us not suppose to know of the 'thingy' but i think almost the whole class know le .... now then i realise ah ... haiz A4 really open secrets manz .... haha ...ya oh ... ya hows ur throat le ? Haiya ... hope u r better le ... its like more than 1 week le .... drink more water ... ya ... k stop here now ... TATA

Hm .... so long nv blog in le .... haha its becos nothing much happen this week ... just that heard Debbie say that Mrs Sim is looking for me ...for the application for repeat students .... haha but actually i have no intention to repeat though ... =) ya looking forward to thurs .... will be going to tea lovers with ruiyi .... go there sing song .... and haiya , ruiyi's internet got something wrong also ah .... so she somehow cannot come online ah ... haha ... ya ya ya i also looking forward to saturaday's steamboat ah !!! So happy abt it , 3 more days to go ..... actually i still wondering i want to go back sr today or not ....but sl say she alo wan to go back ...initially was this early morning , but she requested to go tml instead ... haha ...its alright la , cos i think the advice given by the teachers are quite standard and i already know roughly wad i shld do le ... definitely not repeating manz ... Want hear my reason ? Well ... i gonna say ... erm i think through quite thoroughly le , even if i was to repeat , my GP might not pass .... cos the chances of me passing GP is relatively low ah .... can see frm the results i've gotten the pass 2 years ... always fail ah ... and even i pass on the next attempt , i might not be able to maintain my history to be A and econs to be B ah .... and also maths ah ... a D is a miracle liaoz ah .... can see loh , in sch my maths is those at the last that kind .... even have to go for the extra maths lessons after our prelims that kind ah .... can see how bad my maths is liaoz .... so haha the bootom line is , no REPEATING as one of the back-ups for me =)

Wah ... This is the DAY manz .... receive results today ... really no confidence at all and i have nightmares last night that had disrupted my sleep manz .... haha very upset now ... but i've promised myself not to cry later .... hm .... very sad ah .... so now come blog in before getting results ... hm ...just dun get it y this time i am more stressed up then when i was taking the paper itself ...and much much more afraid than receiving O levels results ... Think its becos there isnt much road to choose afterall ....thats y i really afraid ... I really really want to enter a local Uni ... i dun wish to turn back to poly or retake .... haiz ........ wah ....think too much le actually .... wads done cannot be undone afterall ... haiz... have to face the cruel reality ... Wondering y am i not scoring all the time ? Haiz ... cannot be my expections too high right ? cos i think my expectations already considered very low le ....

Ya nothing much today ... just that i slept my way till 1 pm ... haha thats becos i slept at 5am ... =) ...Tonight i'll have to sleep early actually as tml have some errands to run ... haha. Today also went into JB ... as usual , almost every tues ... =) Really nothing much today ...Oh ya , just now when i check my mail , saw a very sweet mail frm ling may ... ya thks man !

On the 6th , results will be out ...we've been waiting for it for so long le ... Finally no more tortures le !!! Haha ! Think thats all ~
*Have u watch Hikaru No Go or Inu Yasha ? Hey very nice leh ... just downloaded a few epi ... Hahaha ... so happy !

Ya ... Realised my blogger become very quiet le ... cos i haven been posting anything and everybody no time to visit my blog ... Oh ya on the 22nd , went to eat breeks buffet to celebrate Sing Sing b-day ...once and thats it manz ... so EXPENSIVE and the food not really nice ...Not going to eat that unless someone treats me to it .... but heh no thanks man ...if wan to treat me , erm .... i prefer fish and co ...haha ...Haha anyway , i've recovered le !!! No more depressions ... no more probs ...and no more of everything !!! Yeh ... Kan kai everything le ... ya ... Results coming out soon .... everybody , good luck k ? Miracles Do HAPPEN .... just that i've too many miracles in life le ... ow no more miracles for me le ... thats kinda sad eh ? Haha k nowadays not much activites as nobody play with me le ...everyone is so busy as usual ... haha tml , i going out alone leh ...these few days always like that ... so sad manz ...being alone .. tml i going to develope photos and eat lunch alone probably ... no lunch at home for normal weekdays ... then still going to lib to return and borrow books ... then at night study for BTT , having the test on the 7th March ...and Yeh ... now is March le ...quite near to my B-day .... looking forward to it ..~Oh ya now is 1 plus am and i'm not asleep ...just dedicated a song to some of them and very funny ah , they all nv hear it ...only Dennes heard it ...but so Pai Seh ... i nv dedicate for him manz ... HAha